Doris went to the telegraph office, to wire to his mother to say that he
was returning home ill, and afterwards while she was packing up for him
the reply telegram arrived. It was short, but to the point:
"Shall be glad to see you. Come immediately."
In the afternoon, Doris and Bernard went to King’s Cross in a cab, and
there the girl saw him off in an express for Doncaster.
He urged her to accompany him, but this she declined to do.
"Well, of course, if you won’t marry me at once, dear," he said, "it
would be a pity for you to leave your good, paying business."
Doris had not told him that she was relinquishing the work, and he
departed in the belief that she still retained her remunerative
employment.
But the girl returned slowly to Mrs. Austin’s, to sell the tools of her
trade, which she no longer required, and thus complete the renunciation
of her business.
And if the thought of that strong man, the champion of truth and honour,
Norman Sinclair, was a help and support to her in this difficult crisis
of her life, who can wonder at it?
Bernard was ill and far away, and the artist had powerfully influenced
her.
*CHAPTER XVII.*
*IN POVERTY.*
Give me neither poverty nor riches.
_The Prayer of Agar_.
Doris realised ten pounds by the sale of her stock-in-trade, the
materials and the pictures which had not been paid for previously, and
then, having altogether one hundred pounds in hand, she imagined herself
fairly well off, and with means sufficient to maintain herself in
comfort until she could find some other employment.
And now she bought newspapers and frequented public reading-rooms, in
order to search through the columns of advertisements in papers and
ladies’ journals for some post which she could hope to obtain. Her idea
of paying back even a small portion of her father’s debt to Bernard
being now exploded, she hoped to obtain a comfortable home and small
salary as lady’s companion, or governess, or secretary; and many were
the applications for such places that she made personally, or by letter,
but always in vain. Having no better reference to give than poor Mrs.
Austin, and having had no experience of the work, she was so unfortunate
as to meet with refusals everywhere. She was too pretty for some
mistresses to tolerate the idea of having her in their homes, and she
was too reticent about her parents and home to suit others.
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