It would have been better for her had she written to some of her old
friends in Yorkshire asking if they would allow her to refer people to
them, but a mistaken idea that the knowledge of her father’s crime might
prevent their vouching for his daughter’s rectitude prevented her.
Since she left Askern she had written only once or twice to Susan Gaunt,
and then had given no address but the vague one "London," which caused
poor Susan to wring her hands in dismay, and complain that Miss Doris
couldn’t want to hear from her. Perhaps Mrs. Cameron’s insistence on
the shame which attached to her as being her father’s daughter unduly
influenced the girl’s mind, for she felt an intense shrinking from
renewing her former relations with her old friends.
So it came about that, as weeks and months passed by, Doris found that
her money was rapidly diminishing, while her prospects did not brighten.
Bernard only wrote once after the first brief note saying that he had
arrived at home and received a kind welcome from his mother, and no more
letters coming Doris understood that Mrs. Cameron would not permit the
correspondence, and therefore she ceased writing.
Mrs. Austin, who had deeply lamented the termination of the
picture-business and had even suggested its resuscitation, was loud in
expressions of grief and concern.
"To think," she said,--"to think that you, who could earn ever so many
pounds a week, cannot now earn as many shillings! It all comes of that
Mr. Sinclair’s coming here unsettling you! But there, I won’t say any
more about him, Miss Anderson dear, since you don’t like me to do so."
"Thank you," said Doris, gently. "But now for business," she added,
with an attempt at cheerfulness. "I cannot pay you for this nice
bedroom much longer"--they were in her bedroom, and she looked round at
its cosy little appointments as she spoke--"you must try to let it to
some one else."
"What? And part with you? Not if I know it!" cried Mrs. Austin,
throwing up both her hands to emphasise her words.
"You need not part with me," said Doris, putting her arms round the good
woman’s neck, and speaking with real affection. "Dear Mrs. Austin, I
should be homeless indeed if I left your roof! What I want is this: Let
me have the garret--only the garret; make me up a nice little bed there,
and let me have my food--anything that you happen to be having--for a
moderate charge."
The widow began to protest vehemently, but Doris cut short her
vociferations by declaring that if her proposal was not agreed to she
would have to seek a lodging elsewhere, for she could not use the
bedroom when it was quite impossible to pay for it.
Accordingly, that very day, a notice that a bedroom and sitting-room
were to let was put up in the front window, and when at length they were
let Doris carried up all her belongings to the garret, which Mrs. Austin
made as comfortable as she possibly could.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account