He marvelled at the prodigality that Nature had displayed--at the
treasures she had squandered to accomplish her purpose! She would
create a million eggs to make one salmon; and she had created a million
emotions to make one baby! What poems she had written for them--what
songs she had composed for them! She had emptied the cornucopiae of her
gifts into their lap! She had strewn the pathway with roses before them,
she had filled their mouths with honey, and their ears with the sound
of sweet music; she had blinded them, she had stunned them, she had sent
them drunken and reeling to their fate!
And the elaborate set of pretenses and illusions that she had invented
for them! The devices to lull their suspicions--the virtues and
renunciations, the humilities and the consecrations! Corydon had been
frightened and evasive; Nature had made him suffer, so as to break her
down! And he had been proud and defiant; and so Corydon, the meek and
gentle, had been turned into a heroine of revolt! Nay, worse than
that; those very powers and supremacies that he had thought were his
protection--were they not, also, a part of the Snare? His culture and
his artistry, his visions and his exaltations--what had they been but a
lure for the female? The iris of the burnished dove, the ruff about the
grouse’s neck, the gold and purple of the butterfly’s wing! Even his
genius, his miraculous, ineffable genius--that had been the plume of the
partridge, the crowning glory before which his mate had capitulated!
These images came to Thyrsis, until he burst into wild, sardonic
laughter. He saw himself in new and grotesque lights; he was the
peacock, spreading his gorgeousness before a dazzled and wondering
world; he was the young rooster, strutting before his mate, and
thrilling with the knowledge of his own importance! He was each of
the barnyard creatures by turn, and Corydon was each of the
fascinated females. And somewhere, perhaps, stood the farmer, smiling
complacently--for should there not be somewhere a farmer in this
universal barnyard?
But then, the laughter died; for he thought of Maeterlinck’s “Life of
the Bee”, and shuddered at the fate of the male-creature. He was a
mere accident in the scheme of Nature--she wasted all his splendors to
accomplish the purpose of an hour. And now it had been accomplished. He
had had his moment of ecstasy, his dizzy flight into the empyrean; and
now behold him falling, disembowelled and torn, an empty shell!
But no--it was not quite that way, Thyrsis told himself, after further
reflection. In the human hive the male creature was not only the bearer
of the seed he was also the worker. And so there was one more function
he had to perform. All those fine frenzies of his, his ideals and his
enthusiasms--they had served their purpose, and would fade; but before
him there was still a future--a drab and dreary future of perpetual
pot-boiling!
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