He recalled their bridal-night. All that had puzzled him in it and
startled him--how clear it was now! Corydon had shrunk from him, just
enough to lure him; and then, suddenly, her whole being had seemed to
change--she had caught him, and held him fast. For he had accomplished
her purpose; he had gotten her with child! And so he must stand by
her--he must bring her food, that she might give the child life! And
for that purpose she would hold him; for that she would use every art of
which she was mistress--the whole force of her being would go into it!
She would not know this, of course; she would do it blindly and
instinctively, as she had done everything so far. She would do it by
those same generous and beautiful qualities that had made him hers!
Therein lay the humor of his whole adventure--there lay the deadly
nature of this Snare. The cords of it were woven out of love and
tenderness, out of ecstasy and aspiration; and they were wound about his
very heart-strings, so that it would kill him to pull them loose. And he
would never pull them loose--he saw that in a sudden vision of ruin! She
would be noble to the uttermost limit of nobleness. She would threaten
to destroy herself--and so he would save her! She would bid him cast
her away--and so he would stand by her to the end! And the end would be
simply the withering and shrivelling of those radiant qualities which
he called his genius--qualities which were so precious to him, but about
which Nature knew nothing!
So grim an aspect had life come to wear to this boy of twenty-one!
He stripped all the flesh of illusion from its fair face, and saw the
grinning skull beneath. And he mocked at himself, because of all those
virtues by which he had been caught--and which yet he knew were stronger
than his will. Through faith and love he had been made a captive; and
through faith and love would he waste away and perish!
Section 5. Meantime, Corydon was prosecuting an inquiry into these
matters upon her own account, and getting at quite other points of view.
There were some, it seemed, who took this game less seriously than she
and Thyrsis; and these managed to go free--they broke the cords of the
Snare, they slipped between the fingers of the hand of Fate. Corydon had
heard a certain scientist refer to man as “Nature’s insurgent son”; and
now came the discovery that Nature had insurgent daughters also.
Being in an “interesting condition,” Corydon was entitled to the
confidences of the married women acquaintances of the family. They were
eager to know all about her, and what she was going to do; and they told
her their own experiences. She brought these to Thyrsis, who was thus
admitted to a view of the inner workings of the “race-suicide” mill.
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