Since the first day of their marriage Thyrsis had been haunted by the
sense of a dark shadow hanging over them, of a seed of tragedy in their
love. He had his great task to do, and Corydon could not do it with him.
The long road of his art-pilgrimage stretched out before him; and some
day he must take his staff and go.
And now here, of a sudden, was the solution of the problem! The answer
to the riddle of all their disharmonies! Let Corydon have her baby--and
then he might have his books! As he pondered, there came to him the
words of the old doctor--“She wants that baby!”
So before he reached home, his mind was made up. Cost what it might, she
should have the baby. But he would not tell her his reason--that must
be a secret between himself and Mother Nature. And then it seemed to
him that he could hear Mother Nature laughing behind her curtain--and
laughing not only at Corydon, but at him. He recalled with a twinge all
his earlier cynicism, his biological bitterness; he had taken up the
burden of his virtues again!
Section 8. In many ways this decision, once arrived at, was a relief
to them. It lifted the weight of a great fear from their lives; it
gave them six months more of respite--and in six months, what might not
Thyrsis be able to do? He had been toiling incessantly at his hack-work,
and had saved nearly ninety dollars, which would be enough to keep them
going until his new book was written.
This book was now fairly seething in him. A wonderful thing it was to
be, far beyond his first; in the beauty of it and the glow of it he was
forgetting all his disappointments, all the mockeries of fate and the
hardness of the world. If only he could get _this_ book done, then
surely he would be saved, then surely men would be forced to give him a
chance!
So he waited not a moment after the decision was made; he even blamed
himself for having waited so long. From the “higher regions” there had
come a windfall in the shape of two railroad-passes; and a couple of
days later they stepped out upon the depot-platform of a little town
upon the shore of Lake Ontario.
Oh, the joy of being in the country again! The smell of the newly-plowed
earth, the sight of the spring-time verdure; and then the first glimpse
of the lake, with its marvellous clear-green water, and the fresh cold
breeze that blew from off it! There was challenge and adventure in that
air--Thyrsis thought of argonauts and old sea-rovers, and his soul was
stirred to high resolves. He took deep breaths of delight, and clenched
his hands, and imagined that he was at his book already.
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