To bring a child into the world would shatter every plan they had
formed. And yet, again and again, he forced himself to face the idea.
They had always meant to have children ultimately; and now the gift was
offered--and suppose they rejected it, and it should never be offered
again! However unpropitious the hour might be, still the hour was
here--the task was already one-third done. And if there were cares and
responsibilities, expenses and pains of child-birth--at least they would
be for a child; whereas, in the other case, there were also cares and
responsibilities, expenses and pains--and for naught!
Throughout all this long pilgrimage of love, Thyrsis had been struck
by the part which blind chance had played. It was blind chance that had
brought Corydon to the country where he had gone. It was blind chance
that he had read his book to her. And then--the chance that he had gone
to see a doctor about diet! And that dark accident in the night, that
had opened the gates of life to a new human soul! And now, strangest of
all--the chance by which this last issue was to be decided! By a walk in
the park, and a casual meeting with a nurse-maid!
“God knows I want to do what is right!” Thyrsis had said. “But I just
don’t know what to say!”--And then they sat down upon a bench, and the
nurse-maid came and sat beside them.
It was five or ten minutes before Thyrsis noted what was going on.
He was lost in his sombre brooding, his eyes fixed upon vacancy; when
suddenly he heard Corydon exclaim: “Isn’t he a little love!” He turned
to look.
The nurse-maid was in charge of a carriage, and in the carriage was a
baby; and the baby was smiling at Corydon, and Corydon was smiling back.
She was poking her finger at it, and it was catching at the finger with
its chubby paws. “Isn’t he a little love!” Corydon repeated.
Thyrsis stared at her. But then, quickly, he hid his thought. He even
pretended to be interested.
“Isn’t he pretty?” she asked him.
Now as a matter of fact he seemed to Thyrsis to be quite conspicuously
ugly. He had red hair, and a flat nose, and was altogether lacking in
aristocratic attributes. But Thyrsis answered promptly, “Yes, dear,” and
continued to watch.
And Corydon continued to play. Apparently she knew something about
babies--how to amuse them and how to handle them, and had even
heard rumors about how to feed them. She was asking questions of the
nurse-maid, and displaying interest--Thyrsis would have been no more
amazed had he found her in converse with a Chaldean astrologer. For a
full quarter of an hour she had managed to forget her agonies of spirit,
and to play with a baby!
They got up to go. “You like babies, don’t you, dearest?” asked Thyrsis,
as they walked.
“Why, yes,” she said.
And then there was a silence, while he pondered. Here, he perceived in a
flash, was the great hand of Nature again!
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