And now there was a new Corydon--the Corydon who had been chosen of the
Lord, the worker of a miracle. This gave new awe to her presence, it set
a crown upon her forehead. One morning, in mid-summer, they had come
out from their bath, and she stood upon the rock in the sunshine; and
suddenly he saw her give a start, and stand transfixed, staring in front
of her.
“What is it?” he asked.
Her voice thrilled as she whispered, “Thyrsis! It moved!”
“Moved?” he echoed.
“I felt the child move!” she cried.
And so he came and put his hands upon her body, and together they stood
waiting, breathless, as if listening for a far-off sound.
“There! There!” she cried. “Did you feel it?”
Yes, he had felt it. And in all his life had he ever felt anything
stranger? The first sign of the new life that was to be--the first hail
out of the darkness of nonentity! And truly, to hear that hail was to be
rapt into regions of wonder unspeakable!
It was to be a new human soul; a creature like themselves, with a mind
of its own, and a sense of responsibility--It would be a man or a
woman, independent, self-creating, and knowing naught about this strange
inception. And yet, it would be their life also; they had caused it--but
for them it would never have been! Blindly, unwittingly, following the
guidance of some power greater than themselves, they had called it into
being. And in some mysterious and incredible way it would share their
qualities; it would be a blending of their natures, a symbol of their
union, of the strange fire that had blazed up in them and fused them
together. Truly, had they not come here to the essence of love, that
great blind force which had ruled and guided all things from Time’s
beginning?
They had come to the very making of life, it seemed. And yet, they
wondered--were they really there? This new soul that was to be--had they
in truth created it? Or had it existed before this? And whence did it
come? If it was really the dignified and divine thing that it would
someday imagine itself to be, was it not uncanny that it should have
come thus--a nameless, half-human, half-animal thing, kicking inside the
body of a woman?
It was Being, in all its ineffable mystery, its monstrous and
unendurable strangeness. They lived face to face with it, they saw a
thousand aspects of it. Sometimes Corydon would be obsessed with the
sense of the sheer weight she carried; a burden fastened upon her and
not to be got rid of--an imposition and torment to her. Then again, she
would see herself in grotesque and even comical lights--as akin to all
the animals, a cousin of the patient cow. And then would come a moment
of sudden wonder, when she would be transfigured, a being divine,
conferring the boon of life upon another.
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