He went into a restaurant, and sat down; and in the seat beside him,
close at his elbow, was a man. He was a fat man--eating roast pork, and
apple-sauce, and mashed potatoes, and bread. And Thyrsis looked at him
with wondering eyes. “Man,” he imagined himself saying, “do you know how
you came into this world? A thing impish, demoniac--purple and dripping
with blood--a spectre of nightmare dreams?”
“W-what?” the man gasped.
“And you know nothing of the pain that it cost! You have no sense of
the strangeness of it! You never think what your coming meant to some
woman!”
And then--in the seat opposite was a woman; and Thyrsis watched her.
“You!” he thought, “a woman! Can it be that you know what you are? The
fate that you play with--the power that dwells in you! To create new
life, that may be handed down through endless ages!”
Thyrsis did not say these things; they were what he wanted to say--what
he thought that he ought to say. But then he reminded himself that
these things were forbidden; these mighty facts of child-birth, of
life-creation--they might not be spoken about! They must be kept hidden,
veiled with mystery--if one wished to refer to them, he must employ
metaphors and polite evasions.
And as Thyrsis sat and thought about this, he clenched his hands. Some
day the world would hear about it--some day the world would think about
it! Some day people would behold life--would realize what it was and
what it meant. They did not realize it now--else how could it be that
women, who bore the race with so much pain and sorrow, should be drudges
and slaves, or the ornaments and playthings of men? Else how could it be
that life, which cost such a fearful price, should be so cheap upon the
earth? For every man that lived and walked alive, some woman had had to
bear this agony; and yet men were pent up in mines and sweatshops, they
were ground up in accidents in factories and mills--nay, worse than
that, were dressed up in gaudy uniforms, and armed with rifles and
machine-guns, and marched out to slaughter each other by tens and
hundreds of thousands!
So, as he walked the streets that night, Thyrsis made a vow. Some day he
would put before the world this vision that had come to him, some day he
would blast men’s souls with it. He would shake them with this horror,
he would thrill them with this sense of the infinite preciousness and
holiness of life! He would drive it into them like a barbed arrow--that
never afterwards in all their lives would they be rid of. Never
afterwards would they dare to mock, never afterwards would they be able
to rest until these things had been done away with, until these horrors
had been driven from the earth.
PART II
Love’s Captivity
BOOK VIII
THE CAPTIVE BOUND
_They sat with the twilight shadows about them. Memories too poignant
assailed them, and her hand trembled as it lay upon his arm.
“How strange it was!” she whispered. “Have we kept the faith?”
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