“Who knows?” he answered; and in a low voice he read--
“And long the way appears, which seem’d so short
To the less practised eye of sanguine youth;
And high the mountain-tops, in cloudy air,
The mountain-tops where is the throne of Truth,
Tops in life’s morning-sun so bright and bare!”_
Section 1. This was a golden hour in Thyrsis’ life. The gates of wonder
were flung open, and all things were touched with a new and mystic glow.
He scarcely realized it at the time; for once he was too much moved to
think about his own emotions, the artist was altogether lost in the man.
Even the room in which he lodged was relieved of its sordidness; it was
a thing that men had made, and so a part of the mystery of becoming.
He yearned for some one to whom he could impart his great emotion;
but because of the loneliness of his life he could find no one but
the keeper of his lodging-house. Even she became a human thing to him,
because of her interest in the great tidings. If all the world loved a
lover, it loved yet more one through whom the supreme purpose of love
had been accomplished.
Thyrsis went each day to the hospital, to watch the new miracle
unfolding itself; to see the Child asserting its existence as a being
with a life of its own. He could never tire of watching it; he watched
it asleep, with the faint heaving of its body, and the soft, warm odor
that clung to it; he watched its awakenings--the opening of its eyes,
and the sucking movements that it made perpetually with its lips. They
had dressed it up now, and hid some of its strangeness; but each morning
the nurse would undress it, and give it a bath; and then he marvelled at
the short crooked legs, and the tiny red hands that clutched incessantly
at the air, and the strange prehensile feet, that carried one back to
distant ages, hinting at the secrets of Nature’s workshop. Sometimes
they would permit him to hold this mystic creature in his arms--after
much exhortation, and assurance that his left arm was properly placed at
the back of its head. One found out in this way what a serious business
life really was.
Corydon lay back among her pillows and smiled at these things. Most
wonderful it was to him to see how swiftly she recovered from her
ordeal, how hourly the flush of health seemed to steal back into her
cheeks. He became ashamed of the memory of his convulsive anguish and
his blind rebellions. He saw now that her pain had not been as other
pain; it was a constructive pain, a part of the task of her life. It was
a battle in which she had fought and conquered; and now she sat, throned
in her triumphal chariot, acclaimed by the plaudits of a multitude of
hopes and joys unseen.
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