There came the miracle of the milk. Incessantly the Child’s lips
moved, and its hands groped out; it was an embodied demand for new
experience--for life, it knew not what. But Nature knew, and had
timed the event to this hour. And Thyrsis watched the phenomenon,
marvelling--as one marvels at the feat of engineers, who tunnel from
opposite sides of a mountain, and meet in the centre without the error
of an inch.
It was in accordance with the impression which Corydon made upon him, as
a dispenser of abundance, a goddess of fruitfulness, that there should
have been more milk than the Child needed. The balance had to be drawn
off with a little vacuum-pump; and Thyrsis would watch the tiny jets as
they sprayed upon the glass bulb. The milk was rich and golden-hued; he
tasted it, with mingled wonder and shuddering.
These procedures filled the room with a warm, luscious odor, as of a
dairy; they were eminently domestic procedures, such as in fancy he had
been wont to tease her about. But he had few jests at present--he was
in the inner chambers of the temple of life, and hushed and stilled
with awe. The things that he had witnessed in that room were never to be
forgotten; each hour he pledged himself anew, to the uttermost limits of
his life. The voice of skeptic reason was altogether silent in him now.
And also he was interested to observe that all protest was ended in
Corydon; the impulses of motherhood had now undisputed sway in her.
Section 2. BUT even in such an hour of consecration, the sordid world
outside would not leave him unmolested. It was as if the black clouds
had parted for a moment, while the sunlight poured through; and now
again they rolled together. The great surgeon, who had told Thyrsis
that he would wait for his money, professed now to have forgotten his
agreement. Perhaps he had really forgotten it--who could tell, with the
many things he had upon his mind? At any rate, Corydon found herself
suddenly confronted with a bill, which she was powerless to pay; with
white cheeks and trembling lips she told Thyrsis about it--and so came
more worry and humiliation. The very food that she ate became tasteless
to her, because she felt she had no right to it; and in a few days she
was begging Thyrsis to take her away.
So he helped to carry her downstairs, and back to her parents’ home; and
then he returned to his own lonely room, and sat for hours in the bitter
cold, with his teeth set tightly, and the nails dug into the palms of
his hands. It so happened that just then the editor was beginning to
change his mind about “The Hearer of Truth”; and so he had new agonies
of anxiety and disappointment.
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