Perhaps all these mishaps had something to do with the refusal of his
ideas to flow. But apparently it was in vain that Thyrsis tried at any
time to work at things that were interesting to other people. Perhaps he
could have worked better at them, if there had not been so many things
that were interesting to _him_. He would find himself confronted with
the image of the society clergyman, or of the sleek editor in his club,
or some other memory out of the world of luxury and pride. And each
day came the newspaper, with its burden of callousness and scorn; and
perhaps also a letter from Corydon, with something to goad him to new
tilts with the enemies of his soul.
So, before long, almost without realizing it, he was putting the
“interesting” things aside, and girding himself for another battle. His
message was still undelivered; and in vain he sought to content himself
by blaming the world for this. Until he had forced the world to hear
him, he had simply not yet done his work. He must take his thought and
shape it anew--into some art-work finer, stronger, truer than he had yet
achieved.
Day after day he pondered this idea--eating with it and walking with
it and sleeping with it; until at last, of a sudden, the vision came to
him. It came late at night, while he was undressing; and he sat for five
or ten minutes, with his shirt half off, as if in a trance. Then he put
the shirt on again, and went out to wander about the woods, laughing and
talking to himself.
“Genius surrounded by Commercialism”--that was his theme; and it would
have to be a play. Its hero would be a young musician, a mere boy,
a master of the demon-voices of the violin; he would be rapt in his
vision, and around him a group of people who would be embodiments of the
world and all its forces of evil. One by one they came trooping before
Thyrsis’ fancy, with all their trappings of pomp and power, their
greatness and their greed--sinister and cruel figures, but also
humorous, very creatures of the spirit of comedy! Yes, he had a comedy
this time--a real comedy!
Section 2. In this hour, of course, Thyrsis forgot all about the
“plot” he had outlined to Mr. Ardsley, and about his promises to be
“practical.” Something arose within him, imperious and majestic, and
swept all this out of the way with one gesture of the hand. He dropped
everything else and plunged into the play. Never yet in his life had
anything taken hold of him to such an extent; it drove him so that he
forgot to eat, he forgot to sleep. He would work over some part of it
until he was exhausted--and then, without warning, some other part would
open out in a vista before him, and he would spring up in pursuit of
that. Characters and episodes and dialogue, wild humor, scalding satire,
grim tragedy--they thronged and jostled and crowded one another in his
imagination.
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