Cedric had been weaned; but still he was not growing properly. Could it
be that there was something wrong with what they fed him? Corydon would
come upon advertisements telling of wonderful newly-discovered foods for
infants, and giving pictures of the rosy and stalwart ones who were fed
upon these foods. She would take to buying them--and they were not cheap
foods either. Then, during the winter, the child caught cold; and they
took that to mean that it had been in some way exposed--that was what
everybody said, and what the name “cold” itself suggested. So Corydon
would add more flannel dresses and blankets, until the unfortunate
mite of life would be in a purple stew. And still, apparently, these
mysterious “colds” were not to be thwarted. Thyrsis felt that in all
this there must be something radically wrong, and yet he knew not what
to do. Surely it should not have been such a task to keep life in one
human infant.
Then, too, the training of the baby was going badly. He lived in close
contact with nervous people who were disturbed if he cried; and so
Corydon’s energies were given to a terrified effort to keep him from
crying. He must be dandled and rocked to sleep, he must be played with
and amused, and have everything he cried for; and it was amazing how
early in life this little creature learned the hold which he had upon
his mother. His chief want had come to be to sleep all day and lie awake
half the night; and during these hours of wakefulness he pursued the
delightful pastime of holding some one’s hand and playing with it.
Corydon, nervous and sick and wrestling with melancholia, would have to
lie awake for uncounted hours and submit to this torment. The infant had
invented a name for the diversion; he called it “Hoodaloo mungie”--which
being translated signified “Hold your finger”. To the mother this was
like the pass-word of some secret order of demons, who preyed upon and
racked her in the night; so that never after in her life could she hear
the phrase, even in jest, without experiencing a nervous shock.
Section 6. This was a period of great hopefulness for Thyrsis, but also
of desperate struggle. For until the production of his play in January,
he had somehow to keep alive, and that meant more hack-work. Also he had
to lay something by, for after the rehearsals the play would go on the
road for a couple of weeks, to be “tried on the dog”; and during that
period he must have money enough to travel, and stay at hotels, and also
to take Corydon with him, if possible.
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