Over some of the scenes in this new book he labored thus for two or
three weeks at a stretch; there would be literally not a moment of the
day, nor perhaps of the night, when the thing was not working in some
part of his mind. He would think about it for hours before he fell
asleep; and when he opened his eyes it would be waiting at his bedside
to pounce upon him. If he tried for even a few minutes to rest, or to
divert his mind to some other work, he would find himself ill at ease
and troubled, with a sense as of something pulling at him, calling to
him. And if anything came to interrupt him, then he would be like a
baker whose oven grows cold before the bread is half done--it would be a
sad labor making anything out of that batch of bread.
Section 10. And this work he had to do as a married man, the father of
a family and the head of a household; living with a child who was one
incessant and irrepressible demand for attention, and a wife who was
wrestling with weakness and sickness--eating out her heart in cruel
loneliness, and cowering in the grip of fiends of melancholia and
despair!
He had thought that when they moved into the new home, their domestic
trials would be at an end. But now the cruel winter fell upon them. They
had never known what a winter in the country was like; they came to see
why the farmer had protested against their building in such a remote
place. There were many days when they could not get to town, and some
when they could not even get to the farm-house. Also there was the pump,
which was continually freezing, and necessitating long and troublesome
operations before they could get any water.
It was, as fate would have it, the worst winter in the oldest
inhabitant’s memory. The farmer’s well froze over on three occasions,
and it had never frozen before, so he declared. For such weather as this
they were altogether unprepared; they had only a wood-stove, and could
not keep a fire all night; and the cheap blankets they had bought were
made all of cotton, and gave them almost no protection. They would not
sleep with the windows down; and so, for weeks at a time, they would
go to bed with their clothing, even their overcoats on; and would pile
curtains and rugs upon these--and even so, they would waken at two or
three o’clock in the morning, shivering and chilled to the bone.
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