And in this icy room they would have to get up and build a fire; and it
might be half an hour before they could get the house warm. Also, they
had no facilities for bathing; and so little by little they began to
lose their habits of decency--there were days when Corydon left her
face unwashed, and forgot to brush her hair. Everyday, it seemed, they
slipped yet further down the grade. Thyrsis would work until he was
faint and exhausted, and then he would come over, and find there was
nothing ready to eat. By the time that he and Corydon had cooked a meal,
they would both of them be ravenous, and they would sit and devour their
food like a couple of savages. Then, because they had over-eaten, they
would have to rest before they cleared things away; and like as not
Thyrsis would get to thinking about his work, and go off and leave
everything--and the dishes and the food might stay up on the table until
the next meal. There was nearly always a piled-up mass of dishes and
skillets and sauce-pans in the house--to Thyrsis these soiled dishes
were the original source of the myth of Sisyphus and his labor.
And then there was the garbage-pail that he had forgotten to empty, and
the lamps he had neglected to fill, and the slop-pails and the other
utensils of domesticity. There were the diapers that somebody had to
wash--and outside was always the bitter, merciless cold, that drove them
in and shut them up with all this horror. The time came, as the winter
dragged on, when the house which they had built with so many sacrifices,
and into which they had moved with such eager anticipations, came to
seem to them like a cave in which a couple of wild beasts cowered for
shelter.
Section 11. There was another great change which this cold weather
effected in their lives; it broke down the barriers they had been at
such pains to build up between them. It was all very well for them to
agree that they were “brother and sister,” and that it was impossible
for them ever to think of anything else. But now came a time when night
after night the thermometer went to ten or fifteen degrees below zero;
and first Thyrsis gave more bedding to Corydon--because she was able
to suffer more than he; and he would go over to his cold hut alone, and
crawl into a cold bed, and lie there the whole night through without
a wink of sleep. But then, as the cold held on for a week or more, the
resistance of both of them was broken down--they were like two animals
which crawl into the same hole to keep each other from freezing. They
piled all their bedding upon one narrow cot; and sleeping thus, they
could be warm. Even then, they tried to keep to the resolution they had
made; but this, it seemed, was not within the power of flesh and blood;
and so, once more, the sex-factor was introduced into the complications
of their lives.
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