But alas, they knew only one path that led to them, and that through the
valley of despair. From despair it led to anguished struggle, and from
struggle to defiance, to rage and denunciation--and thence to visions
and invocations, raptures and enthralments. So this night, for instance,
behold Corydon, first holding her husband’s hands, and shuddering with
awe, and pledging her faith all over again; and then, later on, when the
dawn was breaking, sitting in the cold moonlight with a blanket flung
about her, her wild hair tossing, and in her hand the revolver with
which she had meant to destroy herself. Behold her, making sport of her
own life-drama--turning into wildest phantasy her domestic ignominies,
her inhibitions and her helpmate’s blunderings; evoking the hosts of
the future as to a festival, rehearsing the tragedy of her soul with all
posterity as her audience. When once these mad steeds of her fancy were
turned loose, one could never tell where their course would be; and
strange indeed were the adventures that came to him who rode with her!
There seemed to be no limit to the powers of this subliminal woman
within Corydon. Her cheeks would kindle, her eyes would blaze, and
eloquence would pour from her--the language of great poetry, fervid and
passionate, with swift flashes of insight and illumination, tumultuous
invocations and bursts of prophecy. Thyrsis would listen and marvel.
What a mind she had--sharp, like a rapier, swift as the lightning-flash!
The powers of penetration and understanding, and above all the sheer
splendors of language--the blazes of metaphor, the explosions of
coruscating wit! What a tragic actress she might have made--how she
would have shaken men’s souls, and set them to shuddering with terror!
What an opera-singer she could have been, with that rich vibrant voice,
and the mien of a disinherited goddess!
It was out of such hours that the faith of their lives was made; and it
was out of them also that Thyrsis formed his idea of woman. To him woman
was an equal; and this he not only said with his lips, he lived it in
his feelings. The time came when he went out into the world, and learned
to understand the world’s idea, that woman meant vanity and pettiness
and frivolity; but Thyrsis let all this pass, knowing the woman-soul.
Somewhere underneath, not yet understood and mastered, was pent this
mighty force that in the end would revolutionize all human ideas and
institutions. Here was faith, here was vision, here was the power of all
powers; and how was it to be delivered and made conscious, and brought
into the service of life?
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