Also, as usual, his stomach was beginning to weaken under the strain.
He would come over sometimes, late in the afternoon, and lay his head
in Corydon’s lap, almost sobbing from weariness; and yet, after he had
eaten a little and helped her with the hardest of her tasks, he would go
away again, and work half through the night. There was nothing else he
could do--there was no escaping from the thing; if he lay down to rest,
or went for a walk, it would be only to think about it the whole time.
He would feel that he was not getting enough exercise, and he would
drive himself to some bodily tasks; but there was never anything that he
could do, that he did not have the book eating away at his mind in the
meantime. It was one of the calamities of his life that there was no way
for him to play; all he could do was to take a stroll with Corydon, or
to tramp over the country by himself.
He finished the book in May; and he knew that it was good. He sent it
off to Mr. Ardsley, and Mr. Ardsley, too, declared himself satisfied,
and sent the balance of the money. So Thyrsis sank back to get his
breath, and to put back some flesh upon his skeleton. He was wont to say
when he was writing, one could measure his progress upon a scales; every
five thousand words he finished cost him a Shylock’s price.
This summer was, upon the whole, the happiest time they had yet known.
The book was scheduled to appear early in September; and they had money
enough to last them meantime, with careful economy. Their little home
was beautiful; they planted some sweet peas and roses, and Thyrsis even
began to dig at a vegetable-garden. Also, it was strawberry-time, and
cherry-time was near; nor did they overlook the fact that they lived
in close proximity to a peach-orchard. These, perhaps, were prosaic
considerations, and not of the sort which Thyrsis had been accustomed to
associate with spring-time. But this he hardly realized--so rapidly was
the discipline of domesticity bringing his haughty spirit to terms!
He built a rustic seat in the woods, where they might sit and read; he
built a table beside the house, where the dishes might be washed under
the blue sky; and he perfected an elaborate set of ditches and dykes, so
that the rain-storms would not sweep away their milk and butter in the
stream. He talked of building a pen for chickens--and might have done
so, only he discovered that the perverse creatures would not lay except
at the time when eggs were cheap and one did not care so much about
them. He even figured on the cost of a cow, and the possibility of
learning to milk it; and was so much enthralled by these bucolic
occupations that he wrote a magazine-article to acquaint his struggling
brother and sister poets with the fact that they, too, might escape to
the country and live in a home-made house!
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