With the article there went a picture of the house, and also one of
the baby, who had been waxing enormous, and now constituted a fine
advertisement. The winter had seemed to agree with him, and the summer
agreed with him even better. Thyrsis would smile now and then, thinking
of his ideas of martyrdom; it was made evident that one member of the
family was not minded for anything of the sort. The parents might
become so much absorbed in their soul-problems that they forgot the
dinner-hour; but one could have set his watch by the appetite of the
baby. Nature had provided him, among other protections, with a truly
phenomenal pair of lungs; and whenever life took a course that was not
satisfactory to him, he would roar his face to a terrifying purple.
He was one overwhelming and incessant outcry for adventure. He would
toddle all day about the place, getting his “mungies” into all sorts of
messes. He was hard to fit into so small a place, and there were times
when his parents were tempted to wish that some phenomenon a trifle less
portentous had fallen to their lot. But for the most part he was a great
hope--a sort of visible atonement for their sufferings. He at least
was an achievement; he was something they had done. And he could not be
undone, nor doubted--he put all skepticism to flight. In his vicinity
there was no room for pessimistic philosophies, for _Weltschmerz_ or
_Karma_.
Thyrsis would sit now and then and watch him at play, and think thoughts
that went deep into the meaning of things. Here was, in its very living
presence, that blind will-to-be which had seized them and flung them
together. And it seemed to Thyrsis that somehow Nature, with her strange
secret chemistry, had reproduced all the elements they had brought to
that union. This child was immense, volcanic, as their impulse had been;
he was intense, highly-strung, and exacting--and these qualities too
they had furnished. Curious also it was to observe how Nature, having
accomplished her purpose, now flung aside her concealments and devices.
From now on they existed to minister to this new life-phenomenon, to
keep it happy and prosperous and she cared not how plain this might
become to them--she feared not to taunt and humiliate them. And they
accepted her sentence meekly, they no longer tried to oppose her. Her
will was become an axiom which they never disputed, which they never
even discussed. No matter what might happen to them in future, the Child
must go on!
Section 9. Thyrsis utilized this summer of leisure to begin a course of
reading in Socialism--a subject which had been stretching out its arms
to him ever since he had made the acquaintance of Henry Darrell. He had
held away from it on purpose, not wishing to complicate his mind with
too many problems. But now he had finished with history, and was free to
come back to the world of the present.
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