Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secretClay, Bertha M.
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Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secret
Clay, Bertha M.
Dime novels; England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Popular literature
“Quite,” she replied, with a strange gleam as of suppressed triumph
in her beautiful eyes. “Only that I am afraid you will find that the
burden laid upon you is heavier than you can bear.”
“We shall see,” he said, lifting her in his stalwart arms as easily
as if she had been a child. “Would you mind putting your arm round my
shoulder, just to steady yourself?”
Lady Gwendolyn obeyed him with the simplicity that is always such
perfect breeding; and when Colonel Dacre looked down at the creamy
cheek resting on his shoulder, and felt the warm coil of her arm round
his neck, he could hardly resist the mad temptation to press her
against his heart, and tell her again and again how he loved her--so
passionately that he would have deemed the world well lost for her
sweet sake.
CHAPTER II.
ADIEU.
“Are you not a long time getting to the Hall?” inquired Lady Gwendolyn
innocently. “It looked so very near when I was at the top of the tree.
I am afraid I must be dreadfully heavy, after all. Do let me try to
walk.”
“Not for the world; you might injure yourself for life,” he replied.
“I could have hurried a little more, only that I was afraid of shaking
you.”
Of course he could. Lady Gwendolyn knew that as well as he did, and
smiled to herself. Surely he deserved that she should play with him a
little, when for two long years he had kept her in suspense as to the
state of his feelings, and had only betrayed them by accident now.
“You carry me beautifully,” she said, with her most gracious air. “You
must be wonderfully strong.”
“I used to be; but I have seen my best days, you know.”
“I don’t know. What age are you?” she asked, in her usual downright way.
“Nearly thirty-four.”
“Say thirty-three; there is no need to anticipate. I shall be twenty
next week; but I mean to call myself nineteen until twelve o’clock on
Monday night. When I reach twenty-five I shall pause there for four or
five years, and then go on as slowly as possible, counting every other
year, until I am awfully old, and then I sha’n’t mind.”
“Would you really mind now if you were--thirty, say?”
“Yes--I should,” she replied, with great decision.
“Then how dreadfully you must feel for me, Lady Gwendolyn.”
“I don’t think it signifies about a man’s age, unless he is beginning
to get infirm. But you have plenty of good years before you yet,
Colonel Dacre.”
“I hope you are a true prophet, Lady Gwendolyn. I can assure you that,
so far, I have only seen the dark side of life.”
“And yet to outsiders you always seem such a very fortunate person.”
“Do I? Why?”
“You have plenty of money, a fine old property, health to enjoy your
advantages; and, therefore, as the world argues, you are an exceedingly
fortunate person.”
“Of course, I forgot,” he said bitterly; “money is everything in this
world; and yet how little it can buy--of what one values most, I mean.”
“Why, it buys diamonds!” exclaimed Lady Gwendolyn naïvely.
“And you value them more than anything?”
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