Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secretClay, Bertha M.
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Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secret
Clay, Bertha M.
Dime novels; England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Popular literature
“No; but if your seriousness is so much like jest, how is one ever to
know which you mean it to be?”
“You must wait for circumstances to enlighten you.”
“How long?”
“That depends upon--circumstances.”
“You are very enigmatical, Lady Gwendolyn, and, as I said before, I am
no Œdipus.”
“Then you give me up?” she said, laughing.
“As a riddle, yes. There never was a man yet who could fathom a woman,
from Adam downward.”
“It was never intended that you should, evidently, or Eve would not
have been allowed to set such a precedent. Weakness is often obliged to
seem like duplicity in self-defense.”
“Do you call yourself weak? Physical strength is not the greatest,
after all, or Una would never have tamed the lion.”
“If you lapse into allegory, I am undone,” she said gaily. “I am no
‘scholar,’ as the poor people say. What little my governesses managed
to teach me I have forgotten long ago.”
“And yet, I heard you translate a Latin epigram very creditably the
other day.”
“Nonsense! Colonel Dacre. Your ears deceived you. I should have been so
exhausted mentally by the effort that I should not have been able to
frame an intelligible sentence for at least a year afterward, and you
see I am quite rational to-day.”
He rose with an impatient, weary air. It seemed as if she were such an
incorrigible trifler, and had so thoroughly accustomed herself to look
on the ridiculous side of everything, that now she could not be serious
even if she wished.
And yet she was so lovely; and what better excuse did a man ever need
for such folly?
“‘If to her share a thousand errors fall,
Look in her face and you forget them all,’”
the colonel muttered to himself, rather grimly, as he furtively
examined the delicate profile which was just sufficiently out of the
straight Greek line to give it more piquancy without losing the grace
of the model.
Though she was somewhat above the middle height, she might have worn
Cinderella’s glass slipper with ease, and her hand was so small, and
soft, and plump, it seemed to melt in your grasp.
Altogether, she was the only woman yet who had ever entirely satisfied
him. Others had charmed him for a time, but he had never learned to
love them because somehow they had always managed to disenchant him
before he reached that point. But he had only to see Lady Gwendolyn to
tumble headlong, foolishly in love; and though he had been struggling
to get out of bondage ever since, each month seemed to strengthen his
chains.
Now he had surrendered at discretion, and felt himself at the mercy of
this black-browed witch of a woman, who seemed to think it a pleasant
pastime to break the hearts of those who loved her.
Having almost reached the door, he came back to say wistfully:
“Do you forgive me for disobeying you, Lady Gwendolyn?”
“No,” she answered shortly and sternly; for she was given to these
Protean changes of mood. “You have not told me your secret.”
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