Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secretClay, Bertha M.
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Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secret
Clay, Bertha M.
Dime novels; England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Popular literature
So false and yet so fair. Oh! why had he not been warned in time? He
could have given her up easily in the first days. Now, although he
knew all her perfidy, and believed her to have neither conscience nor
feeling, he could not drag his love up by the roots, although it must
needs be his sorrow and shame. When she passed her arm through the
man’s, with a few soft words he could not catch, and they moved away
together, Colonel Dacre did not follow.
He was too honorable to seek to surprise their confidence, and,
moreover, he was afraid of himself. If he met this man face to face he
should kill him like a dog, for the old Cain was rampant in him at the
moment, and he felt that his only chance was flight.
With a few bounds he reached the open space in front of the house,
dashed through the gate, and hurried back to the Sun. He ordered
something to be cooked for his supper, in order that he might not be
disturbed just yet and then he shut himself in his own room--out of
temptation’s way--thank Heaven for that! for it made him tremble to
think how near he had been that night to committing a terrible crime.
When the fowl was ready, it was necessary to go down, and make a
pretense of eating--of course. The landlord waited on him himself, and
as he removed the cover, with a flourish, he said:
“You were asking if her ladyship was at the Grange, sir, this
afternoon----”
“Well?” exclaimed Colonel Dacre, turning sharply round in his eagerness.
“I have ascertained that she arrived to-day.”
Colonel Dacre could not answer for a minute, he felt as if he were
choking. He began to carve the fowl to gain time; and, having divided
every joint, and distributed the pieces over the dish for mine host to
hand round to some imaginary guest, he managed to say at last, with
well-feigned indifference:
“Indeed; I suppose she came alone?”
“I suppose so, sir--she always does.”
There was a moment’s pause; and then he added cheerfully:
“This has been a stirring day, sir; it isn’t often we have two bedrooms
occupied, and two suppers to cook. I wish it would occur oftener, I am
sure. Sherry, sir?”
“Yes, yes,” answered the colonel feverishly; and he pushed forward his
tumbler instead of his wine-glass; emptying it at a draft, as if it
contained water, as soon as it was filled.
He was a very abstemious man generally, but he did not know what he was
drinking to-night. His one thought was to slake his consuming thirst
with whatever came easiest to hand.
“I am afraid you have a poor appetite, sir,” observed mine host, after
watching him toy with a merrythought, like a delicate girl, and he
filled up the tumbler again.
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