Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secretClay, Bertha M.
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Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secret
Clay, Bertha M.
Dime novels; England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Popular literature
Lady Gwendolyn had turned very pale, but her pride sustained her still,
for the stately head never lowered itself one inch, and her full under
lip curled in a disdainful smile.
“You must have seen some strange things last night to change your
intentions and feelings so suddenly, Colonel Dacre.”
He was silent. Her calm effrontery was so startling that it seemed
almost as easy at the moment to doubt his own eyes as to doubt her. But
then she was only a fine actress, of course. She was so greedy of power
that she could not bear to lose a single worshiper, and would have kept
him at any cost if he showed that he was weak enough to give her his
heart to toy with and break.
“The things that I saw last night were not strange,” he said hoarsely.
“I dare say they would have seemed natural enough to any other
looker-on, but, as I told you before, I am a miserable stupid; I
believed in all women, and you above the rest; and now----”
“And now?” she echoed softly as he paused.
“And now I believe in none; and in you, least of all.”
“You are more candid than complimentary, Colonel Dacre.”
“Perhaps--I cannot flatter.”
“It would be almost better if you tried to acquire the accomplishment,”
she returned haughtily. “People who pride themselves upon being frank
are exceedingly bad company.”
“At any rate, I sha’n’t be in your way long, Lady Gwendolyn. I leave
Turoy in a couple of hours.”
“For Borton Hall?”
And if he had been a coxcomb he would have detected the ring of
suppressed eagerness in her voice.
“For a couple of days only. I am going abroad, and shall not probably
return for three or four years--if then; so that I have a few
arrangements to make with my steward. I shall let the Hall, if I can
get a good tenant.”
“You cannot do better,” she said, with sudden, almost stern decision.
“You have no right to live there, as it were, under false pretenses.”
“I really don’t understand you, Lady Gwendolyn, and must beg you will
explain.”
“I did not understand you just now, Colonel Dacre; but I did not demand
an explanation.”
“You had a perfect right to do so.”
“Possibly; but it is not my habit. If people take a pleasure in
misjudging me----”
“A pleasure?” he interrupted vehemently. “Oh! if you only knew what it
cost me last night to believe what I saw.”
“Then why did you believe it?”
“I could not help myself.”
“I make it a point of never believing anything I don’t wish to
believe,” she said slowly and determinedly. “After all, it is so easy
to make mistakes----”
“Under some circumstances. But if you actually see a person----”
“Then, of course, you cannot make a mistake. But people sometimes fancy
they see things, you know. To be absolutely certain myself I should
require to look into another’s face--so close that I could not be
wrong, otherwise I would not allow myself to condemn even my greatest
enemy. I have a great many faults, I know, but I always strive to be
just.”
“And yet, you condemned me unheard, Lady Gwendolyn.”
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