Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secretClay, Bertha M.
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Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secret
Clay, Bertha M.
Dime novels; England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Popular literature
“Well, she flatters you so skilfully that you don’t even know she is
doing it, at the same time that you feel infinitely satisfied with
yourself. I don’t mean you, individually, Colonel Dacre; but her
acquaintances generally.”
“At any rate, no one can accuse you of a like fault, Lady Gwendolyn,”
he said, with a faint smile, that showed pain as well as amusement.
“No; I am perfectly downright--too much so, Lady Teignmouth says; but
then there is one thing I would scorn to do.”
“What is that?” And there was a certain eagerness in his gray eyes.
“I would scorn to trouble the peace of a happy ménage for the sake of
gratifying my poor vanity.”
“And who does this thing?”
“You have a very poor memory, Colonel Dacre. Don’t you remember how
well poor foolish Percy Gray got on with his wife, until----”
“Go on,” he urged.
“Well, until Mrs. O’Hara paid them a long visit in town, and then Percy
began gradually to discover that Lady Maria was unsympathetic and
dull, and could not satisfy a man of intellectual tastes. Perhaps Mrs.
O’Hara meant no worse than to make herself agreeable to a convenient
acquaintance; but the result was to separate the two.”
“I don’t think you are just, Lady Gwendolyn. What reason have you for
laying their domestic differences at Mrs. O’Hara’s door?”
“Lady Maria made no mystery of it.”
“She was jealous of Mrs. O’Hara.”
“Possibly. I fancy I should have been in her place,” and Lady
Gwendolyn’s eyes flashed fire. “If I had a husband, I should not
exactly care for him to be always dancing attendance on a handsome
widow, and making her presents of valuable jewels, especially when he
bought these last with my money.”
“Did Lady Maria tell you that, too?”
“Indeed she did, and ‘albeit though not given to the melting mood,’ I
cried with her, poor thing! ‘For,’ as she pathetically said, ‘we were
so happy together, Percy and I, until Mrs. O’Hara came to stay with us
in town, and then she gave him such an exalted idea of himself that I
could not please or satisfy him afterward.’”
There was a minute’s silence. Lady Gwendolyn was almost ashamed at the
warmth she had shown, lest her motives should be misconstrued; and
Colonel Dacre was meditating deeply. At last he looked up and said:
“Why do you tell me all this, Lady Gwendolyn? You are not a spiteful
woman naturally, and I know you to be incapable of jealousy. For these
reasons I am specially anxious to understand your meaning.”
“Can’t you guess?”
“No; unless you fancy I am in danger from Mrs. O’Hara’s attractions,
and need warning.”
“I have been afraid so,” she said; and the wild-rose bloom of her soft
cheeks deepened to a rich crimson. “And we have been friends so long,
neighbors always, I could not bear to see you throw yourself away on a
woman who was so infinitely unworthy of an honest man’s love.”
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