Loved you better than you knewMiller, Alex. McVeigh, Mrs.
Philosophy
Loved you better than you knew
Miller, Alex. McVeigh, Mrs.
Dime novels; Romance fiction
“I beg that you will not blame Arthur; he is the soul of honor; but in
this matter he has no choice save to give back your promise.”
“He sent you to tell me this? Why was he not brave enough to come
himself?”
“He believed it was better not to see you again,” the lady answered;
and Cinthia gasped in a sort of terror.
Not to see him again--her Arthur, her love, her king, who was just
now to have been her happy bridegroom! Why, this was too terrible to
believe! Parted in an hour, torn asunder at the altar by the cruelty of
those cold hearts that age and time had taught forgetfulness of love.
Why, this was too hard to bear!
It seemed to her that she was swooning, dying; the same sick feeling
came to her that she had felt last night, when her father’s voice
shouted to them in the blackness of the night; but a sudden hope, a
lightning suspicion, restored her fainting senses, and she sat erect
again.
“I--I--” she began incoherently. “Oh, Mrs. Varian, it would
break my heart to believe the cruel thing you have just said! My
Arthur--_mine_--who was to be my husband--to turn against me all in one
moment, to wish never to see me again! You are deceiving me. I will not
believe such an impossible story save from his own lips.”
With that passionate defiance she lay back pale and panting, gazing
with half-shut eyes at her tormentor.
“Is it so?” said Mrs. Varian. “Then you shall be satisfied. It was
only to spare you and Arthur pain. But perhaps it will please you to
hear that he suffers as much as you do over this pang of parting.”
There came to her the first intimation of an unsuspected nobility in
the girl’s nature when Cinthia uttered, drearily:
“It would be cruel--nay, wicked--in me to wish any one to feel the
agony of soul that is my portion.”
“Yet Arthur shares it with you, child, to the deepest, bitterest dregs.
Come with me, and see.”
She took Cinthia’s cold, unresisting hand, and led her along the
corridor; continuing in an explanatory manner:
“He should have come to you, but the shock of his broken love dream
almost stretched him dead at my feet. I had to call in a physician, but
he is better now.”
She pushed open a door, and led Cinthia in. She saw Arthur lying on a
lounge, with a ghastly face and closed eyes.
“Are you asleep, my son? because, after all, it will be better for you
to tell Cinthia yourself. She can not believe me.”
He started and opened his dark-blue eyes. When they fell on the placid
sorrowful face of his lost little love, the burning tears sparkled into
them and rolled down upon his cheeks. Years of anguish could not have
changed him more than this keen stroke of an hour ago.
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