Loveday's history : $b A tale of many changesGuernsey, Lucy Ellen
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Loveday's history : $b A tale of many changes
Guernsey, Lucy Ellen
Great Britain -- History -- Tudors, 1485-1603 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Reformation -- Fiction
"Oh, yes, uncle!" I answered, remembering all at once the packet my
lady had placed among my things, with a strict injunction to deliver it
to Master Gabriel Corbet directly on my arrival. I ran up to my room,
and finding the package safe and sound in my book of Hours, where it
had been laid for safe keeping, I brought it down and put it into my
uncle's hand. He cut the band of floss silk which confined it, and was
soon engaged in its perusal. Seeing, I suppose, that I was watching
his face, my aunt directed my attention to some pageant passing in the
street. My eyes, however, soon stole back to my uncle's face, and I was
startled to see the change and the look of grief which had come over
it. Forgetting all decorum in my anxiety, I cried out:
"Oh, uncle, must I go to the convent? I will be so good if you will
only let me stay here."
Katherine and Avice looked scared, and so was I when I bethought me
of what I had done. My uncle, however, did not seem angry. On the
contrary, he put out his hand and drew me toward him.
"Listen to me, Loveday, and you also, my children, and learn what it
costs to nourish a grudge," said he. "When we were both young, my
brother and I quarreled. No matter about what. I thought myself wholly
the injured party, and, despite all our good mother's efforts, I would
not be reconciled. So my brother, who was the younger of us two, after
vainly trying to bring me to a better mind, betook himself with his
young wife to a little estate in the west country, which had been left
him by a kinsman."
"More than once did he send overtures for a reconciliation, but
I—miserable sinner that I was—would not even read his letters. Meantime
he, riding home from market, was set upon by robbers and miserably
murdered. A brother of the kinsman who left him the estate started up
with a claim which was made good, by the help of some great man his
patron. My sister died from the effects of grief, and this poor child
was thrown upon the world without a protector, and but for the kindness
of my Lady Peckham, whose husband was her kinsman, she might have grown
up a wretched, forlorn beggar."
"I humbly thank my dearest Lord," and here he raised his cap, "who hath
both granted me conviction of sin and His forgiveness for the same;
but He, like earthly parents, sometimes leaves the offender to smart
for his fault, even though he is forgiven. I, who would give my hand,
could it avail, to call my brother's daughter my own and bring her up
as such, have forfeited that right by my cruel and unfeeling conduct.
My Lady Peckham has the right to dispose of Loveday, and it is her will
that she should go to be brought up at the convent of Gray Nuns not far
from Dartford."
So there was no help for it. I had much ado to restrain my sobs, and I
saw the gray eyes of the twins fill with tears.
"But, uncle," I faltered and then stopped.
"Loveday does not like the thought of being a nun!" said my aunt Joyce,
finishing the sentence for me.
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