“Don’t you see? But of course you don’t. If you did, you wouldn’t
require me to tell you. I was furious at you, very much in the same
way that you were furious at me. I declare, Severn,” he broke out, half
smiling, but impatiently, seeing that the look of bewilderment did not
in the least clear from Ralph’s face. “I declare you are very dense. I
know you’re very learned and clever, but I must say you are uncommonly
stupid too. Don’t you see?” he repeated. “You were indignant with me,
thinking I had been trifling with the best and sweetest girl in the
world. Well, I was angry because I thought the very same thing of you.”
The light began to break on Ralph, but very faintly as yet.
“I understand you to some extent,” he said; “but surely I, so much older
and graver than you—surely Altes gossip might leave me alone.”
“That it won’t,” said Frank;” but it isn’t Altes gossip I am talking
about. To speak plainly, Severn, for you drive me to it. When Severn
she, you know who, refused me, it did not require much penetration to
discover she had the best of reasons. She is no coquette, and she is
very young. Only one thing had blinded her to my feelings towards her,
otherwise she would never have found it in her gentle heart to let them
go so far unchecked. And this thing was her own devotion to another.
Don’t you see it now, Severn? No wonder I blamed you. You, the luckiest
man on earth! For I knew she was not the sort of girl to have given her
affection unsought. And that night, when you came to tell her you were
leaving Altes, in that sudden, cruel way, I could have done I don’t know
what to you, Severn. Till to-day, I never doubted you knew it. You
see you went there pretty often, and that, for you, said a good deal.
Altogether, no one but yourself could have made me believe you were so
blind. If I have been mistaken, Severn, in believing that you cared for
her, for heaven’s sake do not misuse what I have confided to you, by
amusing yourself at her expense. Though, after all, I cannot quite
believe I have been mistaken he added anxiously.
“You deserve my secret, Berwick,” said Ralph, in a voice that was husky
in spite of his efforts. “You are a good fellow, and I see your motive.
You shall have my secret. You were not mistaken. There now, remember
that, however strange my after conduct may seem to you. I shall,
whatever I may be forced to do, think more of her happiness than of my
own. Goodbye, for the present and thank you,” he said, earnestly, as
they shook hands hastily, and separated.
Frank sailed for India three days after.
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