“If I can be of use to you, Captain Berwick,” he said, coldly, “I shall
be glad to do what I can. But, remember a stranger can seldom do much
good by meddling among relations, if that, as I suspect, is what you
want of me.”
Frank smiled.
“I see what you’re driving at,” he said, “and that confirms me in
resolving to set you right; for my own sake, if for no other. You
think, Severn, I see plainly, that my very evident admiration—to use
no stronger word—for the young lady you mentioned a short time ago,
would—nay, should— have resulted in what you rather rashly congratulated
me upon just now, had it not been for some backwardness on my part.
Fear of my people’s opposition, or some such obstacle. You are quite
mistaken. I am in no way dependent on my parents. I have a good
appointment in India and need consult no one as to whom I marry. Nor,
indeed, would my people have opposed me in this. Of that I am quite
sure. Did it never strike you, Severn, that there might be another way
of accounting for the present state of affairs, which you evidently
don’t think satisfactory? You have been blaming me; suppose you find
I am more to be pitied than blamed. It’s not a pleasant thing to tell,
Severn, but this is the actual state of the case. I did offer myself
and all that I had in the world to Miss Freer, most distinctly and
unmistakeably. It certainly was not much to offer, but such as it was it
was most honestly laid before her, to take or leave. And she chose the
latter.”
“The latter?” repeated Ralph, as if he hardly understood what Frank was
saying.
“Yes, the latter. In plain English, Severn, she wouldn’t have me.
Refused me out-and-out. Decidedly, unmistakeably, but all the same, she
did it in such a way that, though rejecting me as a lover, she kept
me as a friend. And that’s a feat few women can perform. Her friend,
indeed. She has none truer.”
“It does honour not only to her, Berwick,” said Ralph, warmly, “but
still more to you. But when did all this happen?” he asked eagerly,
adding in the same breath, “forgive me. I have no right to ask such
questions.”
“You are perfectly welcome to the whole story,” said Frank, too much in
earnest to stand on much ceremony; “in fact, that you should hear the
whole story was my object in telling you any. When did it happen?
Oh, ages ago! I thought I had begun to get over it a little, till you
touched the tender place just now. It was on the night of the second
ball. You remember? The day before you went away.”
Did he not remember?
“But now comes the part of the whole I most want to tell you,” went on
Frank; “and yet the hardest to, even hint, to you. I fervently hope I am
not doing wrong, but I am sure I can trust you, Severn. Just now when
I lost my temper, it was not merely mortification and all that sort of
thing; it was indignation against you.”
“But what on earth for?”asked Ralph in amazement.
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