But this obstacle, this hindrance, in what then did it consist? wherein
lay its insurmountably? A more worldly-minded or experienced girl
would at once have found an answer to this question in the fact of her
dependent position; but with respect to Ralph himself, this did not
somehow occur to Marion as of much consequence. Yet she was by no means
ignorant of the conventional importance of social position, and had
indeed been keenly alive to the slights, and still more objectionable
condescension, which in her rôle of governess she had not failed to meet
with. Her unworldliness showed itself rather in her perfect trust, her
childlike confidence that were there no other difficulty in the way,
Sir Ralph would not refrain from asking her to be his wife because he
believed her to be a governess. And indeed, though she knew it not, it
was only at times that she realized her present position. It was too new
to her, and she was too conscious of its unreality, for it to influence
save in a passing way her estimate of herself or others. When with Sir
Ralph, she always felt herself to be herself—Marion Vere—his equal in
every sense. In every sense, at least, in which a true woman would
wish to feel herself the equal of the man she loves. And, in an utterly
illogical way, it seemed to her almost as if her knowledge that this
was the case, her assurance that not even from the social point of view
could she be regarded as other than a fit wife for him, must somehow or
other be instinctively recognised by Ralph Severn himself.
In all these ideas, as we have seen, she was partly right and partly
wrong.
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