CHAPTER II. MORE THAN HALF WAY
“Ah me! for aught that ever I could read,
Could ever hear by tale or history,
The course of true love never did run smooth.”
MIDSUMMER NIGHT’S DREAM.
“La doute s’introduit dans l’âme qui rêve, la foi descend dans l’âme qui
souffre.”
THOSE few days had been dull enough for Marion. The weeks of happiness,
unquestioning, if not thoughtless, that had preceded them, had ill
prepared her for the sudden change. For that there was a change, that
some mysterious influence had come between Ralph and her, she felt
convinced. At first she was inclined to ascribe it to Cissy’s unlucky
allusion to Frank Berwick that afternoon on the terrace. But on further
reflection she became convinced that though this might explain part,
it did not throw light on the whole. If Ralph’s feelings to her were
merely, as she had for long believed, those of kindly, almost pitying
friendliness, there could be no reason why the suspicion of her
attachment to another should interfere with their pleasant intercourse.
If, on the other hand, as of late she had half unconsciously begun to
hope, his interest in her was of a far deeper nature, why should he have
allowed all these weeks of almost daily intercourse to elapse, and then
suddenly on the mere shadowy appearance of a possible rival, withdraw
without a word of explanation offered or demanded?
No, if Ralph indeed “cared for her,” as she softly worded it to herself,
there must be some other obstacle in the way, some more important
influence at work than any mistaken dread of the young officer. Marion
to some extent misunderstood Ralph. She had no idea of his extreme
self contempt, his rooted notion that in all respects he was utterly
unattractive, and unlikely to win a girl’s affection. She, in her sweet
humility, so looked up to him that she could not realize his complete
unconsciousness of the loftiness of the pedestal on which she had
placed.
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