“L’incertitude est vraiment le pire de tous les maux parcequ’il est le
seul qui suspend nécessairement les ressorts de l’âme, et qui ajourue le
courage.”
OCTAVE FEUILLET.
MR. VERE breakfasted alone that morning. He was surprised at his
daughter’s absence, more particularly as he was considerably later
than usual, having had a sleepless night. In spite of himself he was
beginning insensibly to feel pleasure in Marion’s society. Of late he
had felt strangely weakened and unhinged, and when obliged by utter
weariness to rest from his usual occupations, he found it soothing and
refreshing to watch his gentle little daughter. She was just the sort of
woman one could imagine at home in a sick room. Calm, cheerful, and with
immense “tact” of the very best kind—that which springs from no worldly
notions of policy or expediency, but from the habit of consideration
for others—the quick instinctive sympathy which may be cultivated, but
hardly, I think, acquired.
So, as the breakfast was getting cold and no Marion appeared, Mr. Vere
fidgeted and fussed, and ended by ringing the bell, and desiring Brown
to enquire the reason of Miss Vere’s absence.
The servant soon reappeared.
“Mrs. Evans wished me to say, sir, that Miss Vere is rather upset this
morning. Indeed she thinks Miss Vere must have had some bad news, and
she would be glad, if so be as you could step up to her room, sir, as
before you go out.”
“Bad news!” exclaimed Mr. Vere, “nonsense. If there had been any bad
news I should have heard it.”
But his hand shook as he hastily emptied his coffee-cup; and without
further delay he hastened up to his daughter’s room. It was the first
time for years that he had been in it, and, as he entered, he was struck
by its plainness and simplicity. It was the same room she had had as
a child, and her innocent girl life might almost have been read in a
glance at its arrangements and contents. There were the book-shelves on
the wall, the upper ones filled with the child’s treasures she had not
liked to set aside; the lower ones with the favourites of her later
years. There were the plaster casts she had saved her pence to buy
many years ago, now somewhat yellowed and disfigured by London fogs
and smoke. The framed photograph of Harry over the mantel-piece, and a
little water-colour sketch of the dear old cottage at Brackley, the only
pictures on the walls.
Somehow it all came home to the father’s heart, and for almost the first
time a strange misgiving seized him. Had he after all done wisely in
the life he had marked out for himself? Had he not deliberately put away
from him treasures near at hand, which, now that failing health of mind
and body was creeping upon him, might have been to him the sweetest of
consolations—strength to his weakness, comfort in his need?
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