Nor were his misgivings merely from this selfish point of view.
Something of fatherly yearning towards his child, pity for her
loneliness and admiration of the gentle, uncomplaining patience with
which, of late especially, she had borne his coldness and irritability,
caused him to speak very kindly, and touch her very softly, as he
stood beside the bed on which, in her paroxysm of grief, she had thrown
herself, her face buried in the pillows.
“Marion, my dear,” he said, “you alarm me. What can be the matter, my
poor child? Surely, surely,” he went on hurriedly, as for the first time
a dreadful possibility occurred to him, “there can be nothing wrong with
Harry?”
She sat up, mechanically pushing back from her temples the hair, usually
so neat and smooth, which had fallen loose as she lay. Her father caught
her upraised hand, and held it gently in his. But she seemed hardly
conscious of the unusual kindness of his manner.
“No, not Harry,” she replied, “but, oh, Papa, look here,” and as she
spoke, with her other hand she pointed to those dreadful four lines
in the newspaper lying on the pillow beside her, “it is Cissy, my dear
Cissy—the only sister I ever had—my own dear, kind Cissy.” And the sobs
burst out again as violently as at first. Mr. Vere, hardly understanding
what she said, stared at the place she pointed out, but for a minute or
two could not decipher the words.
When their meaning at last broke upon him, he staggered and almost fell.
“This is very dreadful,” he said, “very sad and dreadful. So young
and bright and happy! My poor little Cissy! It is like her mother over
again. Marion, my dearest child, you can hardly feel this more than I
do. You don’t know all it brings back to me.”
And Marion, now glancing at her father, saw his face pale with deep
emotion, while one or two large tears gathered in his eyes.
It was the best thing to bring her back to herself.
“My poor father,” she thought, “how I have misjudged you!” And with a
sudden loving impulse, she threw her arms round his neck, and clung to
him as she had hardly, even in her confiding infancy, ever clung to him
before. Nor was she repulsed.
In a little while her father spoke to her; kindly and gently, in a way
she would hardly have believed it possible for him to speak; he, in
general, so cold and satirical, so unbending and severe.
He left her in a short time, promising to write at once to Cheltenham
for details of this sad news; and volunteering also to send for Harry
for a day or two, that she might feel less solitary in her grief.
This kindness soothed and calmed her, and in an hour or two she crept
down stairs, and tried to employ herself as usual. But it would not
do. Ever and anon it rushed upon her with overwhelming force, the
remembrance of those dreadful printed words:—
“On the 10th of August, Cecilia Mary Vere.”
“The 10th of August,” that was the time she and Harry were at Brighton,
possibly the very day they were talking and laughing with M. de l’Orme!
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