And then another thought, of aggravating misery, occurred to her. With
Cissy had gone the last, the very last link between herself and Ralph!
Ralph, whom more than ever in this her time of sorrow, she hungered for;
Ralph, whom she could not live without.
“If only he were here,” she thought, “merely to sit beside me and hold
my hand, even though I knew he was never to be more to me afterwards!
Oh, if only, only, he knew of my bitter grief, he would, I know, find
some way to comfort me. But he will never, never know it, never hear of
me again. For most likely my poor Cissy never got my letter at all. Oh,
why are things so cruel upon me? Why may I not be happy? Why could not
my one, only woman friend have been left me? It is more than I can bear,
this losing Ralph again. For I had been counting so on Cissy.
And the sad, weary day went by, followed by others as sad and weary,
and Marion thought she had drained sorrow to its dregs. She had only one
comfort—her father’s continued kindness and gentleness. She clung to him
wonderfully, poor child, in those days; but more was before her that
she little thought of. In her absorption she did not observe Mr. Vere’s
increasing illness; but when Harry me home on the following Saturday
he was much startled by it, and amazed, too, at the strange, unwonted
softness and tenderness almost, of his father’s manner to both his
sister and himself, though especially to the former.
Before leaving Marion on the Monday the boy debated with himself whether
he should confide his misgivings to her. But he decided that it was
better not to do so.
“It is not as if she could do any good,” thought he, “and after all I
may be exaggerating the change in my father. I think it is as much
his unusual kindness as his looking ill that has struck me so. May has
trouble enough already.”
Still it was with a strange feeling of anxiety and impending sorrow,
that he shook hands with his father and kissed his sister that Monday
morning, when he left them to return to his tutor’s.
His presentiments were realized only too correctly. On the following
Friday he was telegraphed for, and arrived at home to find his father
already dead, and Marion sitting by his bedside in speechless, tearless
sorrow.
“Just as he was beginning to care for is a little,” she said, in a dull,
husky voice, that did not sound the least like her own. “Oh, Harry, I
am so lonely, so miserable! I have only you, and soon you will be going
away. Except for you I wish I might die.”
It was very pitiful. These two solitary children clinging to each other
in their great desolation, as, long ago, they had clung to each other
for comfort in their little trifling child!
“It,” Marion whispered to her brother, “had been very sudden, dreadfully
sudden.” Mr. Vere had been presiding at a large public meeting the day
before that or his death, and had come home late, saying he felt tired.
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