“Exceedingly beautiful,” said Miss Copley. “She has been living with
Lady Severn for some time, for she has no home of her own. Every one has
been surprised at the marriage not being announced sooner, Mrs. Hutton
said. She had only just heard of it in some round-about way, and she was
quite full of it.”
Then they talked about other things, and did not observe Marion’s
increased silence, which lasted till they said goodbye to her at the
door of the Cross House. A few days previously, when she had said to
Geoffrey decisively that “all that sort of thing” was done with for her,
“altogether and entirely,” she had meant what she said and believed her
own assertion.
Now, when she hurried upstairs to her own bedroom in the dingy
Mallingford House, and sat down on the hard floor in her muddy
riding-habit, with but one wish in her mind—to be alone, out of the
reach of curious, unsympathetic eyes—Now, I say, when at last she felt
free to think over, to realize what she had heard, she knew that it was
not true what she had said. Far from being “done with for her,” on the
secret, unacknowledged hope that for her a happy day was yet to dawn
when all the mystery would be explained, all the suffering more than
compensated for by the blessedness of the present—on this hope she had
in truth been living, through all these weary months. And now that it
was rudely thus snatched away, that all was indeed for ever, over, what
was there left for her to do, poor weary, heartbroken wanderer in a very
strange and desolate land—but to lie down and die?
* * * * * *
CHAPTER XI. VERONICA’S COUNSEL.
“But all did leaven the air
With a less bitter leaven of sure despair,
Than these words—‘I loved once.’”
MRS. BROWNING.
SHE did not die, however. Young lives do not end so easily, and young
hearts do not so quickly break as their inexperienced owners would
imagine. She was very, very ill. For many weeks she lay in a state
hardly to be described as either life or death, so faint was the line
between the two, so many times we thought we had lost sight of her
altogether in the shadows of the strange land that is ever go near us
while yet a very far way off. It was at this time I first knew her, who
ever after was very dear to me. It happened accidentally. I was visiting
some friends at Mallingford just then, and happened to be calling at the
Cross House the day the poor child was taken ill—the very day after the
ride to Brackley that I have described—and I naturally did what I could
in the way of nursing, as no nearer friend appeared to be at hand.
Miss Tremlett was at first frightened, then cross; in which state she
continued during the whole of Marion’s illness. Low fever, the doctors
called it, but that is a vague and convenient name for an illness
somewhat difficult to define.
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