During these weeks Geoffrey Baldwin was very miserable. He suffered not
merely from his overwhelming anxiety, but also from self reproach and
remorse; for, despite all Veronica’s assurances to the contrary, the
poor fellow could not rid himself of an utterly irrational notion that
in some way or other the annoyance he had caused her had had to do with
this sudden and alarming illness. It was not really sudden though. The
tension on her nervous system throughout this winter had been great,
quite sufficient to account for her present state; the real wonder being
that she had held out so long.
When at last she began to get better, Geoffrey’s delight was almost
piteous. Marion was greatly touched by it—as indeed no woman but must
have been—the first time she saw him again. His pleasure at her recovery
was purely unselfish, in the ordinary sense at least, for he had
altogether renounced the hope of ever winning her for his own.
“I only wonder,” he said to Veronica, “that she could forgive my
presumption as she did. Since her illness it seems to me she has become
more beautiful than ever. I feel myself like a great cart-horse when I
am beside her. My only thought is, how I can make up to her for all I
have caused her. For indeed her coming to this place at all was greatly
owing to me. Even if I did not love her as intensely as I do, Veronica,
I could not but reproach myself when I think of my selfishness.”
It was useless for his friend to contradict him. It pleased him far more
when she set to work to carry out a plan for Marion’s gratification,
which at first sight seemed hopeless enough. But between them the two
achieved it, and actually obtained Miss Tremlett’s consent to their
proposal that, now that she was sufficiently recovered to be moved,
Marion Clifford could complete her cure by spending some weeks in Miss
Temple’s pretty little house.
Miss Tremlett was, in her heart, not sorry to be rid of so troublesome
a guest as a bona-fide invalid; though her consent was, of course,
bestowed as ungraciously as possible.
The relief to Marion, of quitting for a season the ugly, uncomfortable
room in which for five weary weeks she had been immured, was
unspeakable; and once she was established in the pretty little chamber
so carefully prepared for her, she astonished herself and everyone else
by the rapidity of her recovery.
The long dream was over at last. Ralph was hers no longer, but belonged
to another. She wished to hear no particulars; she was satisfied to
know the bare fact. She had torn him out of her heart and life, and
henceforth would seek to forget she had ever known him. God had been
good to her, had given her true and kind friends, whose affection she
would do her best to repay, and endeavour to turn to better profit the
life so lately restored to her; for it seemed to her, in truth, that
in her long illness she had, in a sense, died, and been again raised to
life.
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