She had told him once she could not love him so entirely did she not
know there was one thing he cared for more than her. “Doing right” she
had called it in her silly childish ignorance and inexperience. But what
was right? Could this, the life she was leading of misery to herself and
sooner or later to her husband also, utter stagnation intellectually,
and certain deterioration morally, could this be right? Was not her case
altogether exceptional; were there not, must there not, be in-stances
where the so-called right and wrong of other, more happily commonplace
lives, changed places—in which it was worse than obstinate folly, actual
suicide, to bow to the laws formed but with reference to every-day
circumstances and individuals? These suggestions tormented her at her
very worst times. In such moments I think, truly, the tempter himself
had her.
Geoffrey, who remained sturdily convinced that physical suffering alone
was to be blamed for her strange moodiness and irritability, agreed
gladly to trying the effect of change of scene. For some weeks they
never rested, hardly arrived at one place before Mrs. Baldwin took a
dislike to it, and insisted on rushing off to another, with equally
unsatisfactory results. In one thing, however, Geoffrey had his way.
Marion found herself obliged to give in to consulting a doctor. A kindly
and sensible man happened to be the one they lit upon, and what little
was in his power he did for her. That something beyond his reach was at
fault he suspected, though he wisely kept his ideas on the subject to
himself. The young husband’s anxiety he was able, with perfect honesty,
to relieve. Mrs. Baldwin was suffering physically from nothing but a
certain amount of nervous prostration, consequent, in all probability,
upon the long illness some months previously, of which Geoffrey told
him. Time and care would alone set her “quite right.” To Marion herself
he spoke more plainly. He judged that she could bear his doing so, and
be, probably, “none the worse of it.”
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