“You are not really ill at present, my dear madam,” he said, “but
you are fast going the way to make yourself so. Not seriously, not
dangerously, at least,” he added hastily, misinterpreting the start with
which Marion looked up at his words, “fretting and repining don’t kill.
At least they take a good while about it, and an uncommonly disagreeable
process it is. But what I wish to warn you of is, that continued
yielding to mental depression or discomfort, such as I can see you are
at present suffering from, ends, in nine cases out of ten, in chronic
ill-health. A worse trial, my dear young lady, than you at your age and
with your evidently small experience of sickness, can have any notion
of. You have had your share of trouble in your short life—perhaps more
than your share—but let me beseech you not to add to it, as you are too
surely doing. Trouble is hard to bear at the best of times; but none the
easier, I assure you, when our physical strength has failed us.”
“No one can understand other people’s troubles,” said Marion coldly,
sullenly almost, if so ugly a word can be applied to such gentle tones.
“You can prescribe for bodily illness, I have no doubt; but you can’t
order a patient to get well. Neither can any one make himself happy at
command.”
“Certainly not,” replied the kind old man; “but, unfortunately, it is
in your power, as in mine, and every one else’s, to make ourselves more
unhappy.”
Marion did not reply, and he went on.
“I am not prying into your sorrows, my dear young lady. I can quite
believe that, notwithstanding the blessings you possess, your troubles
have been very great. The more earnest, therefore, must be the effort
to live them down in the best sense. But I have been talking more like a
clergyman than a doctor—you must forgive me. Can I see your husband for
a moment? I am anxious to tell him that so far there is nothing much
amiss. He, I think, is inclined to err on the side of spoiling you, is
he not? Must I give him a hint that a little scolding now and then would
do you no harm?”
“I wish you would,” she replied; “he is far too good and patient, and I
am very bad.” She looked up as she spoke with a half smile, but her eyes
were full of tears; and something in the tone of her voice haunted the
good doctor for many a day to come.
His word, however, more than his medicine, acted upon her to some
extent as a tonic. Her health improved, her nervousness and irritability
decreased. Geoffrey was enchanted with the success of his first exertion
of marital authority.
“You are looking ever so much better, my darling,” he exclaimed
joyfully, “that old fellow was a regular brick. By Jove, I wish I had
doubled his fee! You won’t be looking ill after all when I take you home
next week. How thankful I am! What would the world be to me without you,
my dearest?” And his voice grew husky as he looked at her and tenderly
raised her face to his.
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