“Of course not, my dear. It is quite natural you should not feel so. You
must not mind me, my dear, but look upon me in the light of a mother.
If I can be of use to you in any way you must not hesitate to ask me. It
will be quite a pleasure in a year or two to see little people trotting
about the Manor Farm—it will brighten up the old place, and Geoffrey is
so fond of children.”
Marion’s face flushed. Now she understood the good lady’s mysterious
allusions. Considerably annoyed, and yet anxious to conceal that she
felt so, she replied rather stiffly: “You are very kind, Lady Anne, but
I assure you you are quite mistaken. There is no reason of the kind for
my giving up riding.”
Lady Anne looked incredulous, and before Marion felt sure that she had
succeeded in convincing her of the truth of what she had said, their
tête-à-tête was interrupted.
But it had given a new turn to Marion’s thoughts. Never before in the
few unhappy months of her married life had it occurred to her to think
of the possibility of her at some future time occupying a new relation,
the sweetest, the tenderest of all—that of a mother. And to Geoffrey’s
children! Poor Geoffrey, he was “so fond of children,” Lady Anne said.
The few simple words softened her to him marvellously. She began to
wonder if such a tie might perhaps draw them together, if little arms
and innocent baby lips might have power to achieve what at present
seemed a hopeless task. Or was it already too late? She did not blame
him; in her gentle, womanly mood she blamed no one but herself. It
was her own doing; if indeed, as she feared, it was the case, that her
husband no longer loved her. These reflections engrossed her during
the quiet afternoon, which otherwise she might have found dull and
wearisome. She felt surprised when the servant appeared with afternoon
tea, and Lady Anne, waking from her peaceful slumber in her arm-chair,
began to remark how suddenly it had got dark, and to wonder why the
riding party had not yet returned.
“Captain Ferndale will be arriving immediately,” she said, “and it will
look so awkward if Georgie is not at home.”
Marion looked out. Dark, as yet, it was hardly, but dusk decidedly.
Much such an afternoon as the one on which, now more than a year ago,
Geoffrey had first ventured to tell her of his feelings towards her,
which confession she had so ungraciously received.
“Why did I not keep to what I said then?” she asked herself. “How much
better for both of us had I done so! Poor Geoffrey, he thought me cruel
then, how much more reason has he to reproach me now!”
She was recalled to the present by Lady Anne’s voice.
“Do you see anything of them, my dear?” she asked.
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