“No,” said Marion, listeningly. But almost as she spoke the faint,
far-off clatter of approaching horses’ feet became audible. “There they
are,” she exclaimed, and a certain feeling of welcome stole into her
heart. Somehow she felt anxious to be “good” to Geoffrey; to make up to
him, for the morning’s hard, sneering words. With which wish she ran
out into the hall to receive her husband and the two girls. They were
dismounting as she reached the door. Outside it looked foggy and chilly.
She could not clearly distinguish either horses or riders.
“You are rather late,” she exclaimed. “Isn’t it very cold? How has
Coquette been behaving?”
It was Georgie’s voice that replied.
“Oh, is that you, Marion? We’ve had such a gallop home. The fog came on
so suddenly. Geoffrey is back, of course?”
“Geoffrey!” said Marion in surprise. “Why should he be back before you?
No, he has not come. I was asking you how his new purchase had been
behaving.”
“She’s a vixen,” replied Georgie; if I were a gentleman I would call her
something worse. Prince and she teazed each other so, that we separated.
Geoffrey said he would come home by the fields and take it out of her.
We came home by the road; but it is ever so long ago since we separated,
and he said he would be home long before us. What can he be about?”
A strange sensation crept over Marion. Hardly anxiety, hardly
apprehension. Rather a sort of standing still of her whole being with
sudden awe, sudden terror of what for the first time darted into her
imagination as the possible end of the whole, the solution of the
problem of her life-mistake. Like a picture she saw it all before her as
if by magic. There been an accident; Geoffrey was killed! She, his wife
no longer, but freed by this awful cutting of the knot from the bonds
which had galled her so sorely, against which she had murmured so
ceaselessly. But was it a feeling of relief which accompanied the
vision, which for the moment she believed to be prophetic? Was it not
rather a sensation compared to which all her past sufferings seemed
trivial and childish—a draught of that bitterest of cups of which it
is given to us poor mortals to drink, unavailing, “too late,”
self-reproach? If Geoffrey were dead, it seemed to her, his wife,
standing there and remembering all, that she and she alone, had killed
him. She said not a word. In perfect silence she watched Margaret and
Georgie gather up their long muddy skirts and hasten across the hall,
peeping in as they passed the open door of the morning-room to reassure
their mother’s anxiety. She followed them mechanically; heard, as if in
a dream, Lady Anne’s exclamations of concern on hearing that Mr. Baldwin
was not with them; and while the good lady trotted off to share
her motherly uneasiness with the Squire, at this time of day always
ensconced in his private den, Marion crept upstairs to the room in which
but a few hours before she had carelessly thrown off her hat and hurried
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