“Yourself, my dear Miss Freer,” exclaimed lady Severn in amazement, “but
how can that be? Are you not engaged already to Mrs. Archer? I supposed
that you had accompanied her from England. And, excuse me, Miss Freer,
but I should think on no account of interfering with any arrangements
Mrs. Archer may be depending upon, even though you may not consider
yourself exactly bound to her. You must not mind my speaking plainly,
Miss Freer. Young people, and you look very young, are not always as
considerate in these matters as they should be.”
In spite of herself, Marion felt a little indignant. This was the
first slight taste of the disagreeables and annoyances (“insults,” a
hotter-tempered and less calm-judging girl would have called them) to
which, by the strange and almost unprecedented steps she had taken,
she had exposed herself. What is commonly called “a dependent
position,”—though whose are the independent positions I have not yet,
in the course of is long life, been able to discover,—has, I suppose,
peculiar trials of its own. Yet I am anxious in the present case not
to be misunderstood as exaggerating or laying undue stress upon those
attendant upon governess life. Much harm has been dome already in this
way, and were I desirous of entering at all upon the subject, I would
much prefer to draw attention to the bright side of the picture; side
which, I am happy to say, my own personal experience call vouch for us
existing. It is a false position which is to be dreaded, and which is,
in the evil sense of the word, a dependent one.
Marion seldom, if ever, blushed. But now, when this speech of Lady
Severn’s roused her indignation, she felt the strange tingling sensation
through all her veins, which agitation of any kind produced upon her,
calm and self-possessed as she appeared. She replied quietly:
“If I were capable of behaving in any dishonourable way to Mrs. Archer,
I should not think myself fit to be entrusted with the care of your
grand-daughters, Lady Severn. But I assure you there is no such
objection to my proposal. I only came from England with Mrs. Archer as
a friend. We are indeed very old friends. I should not think of leaving
her for more than a part of the day. What I was going to propose was
that I should be the little girls’ daily governess—morning governess,
I should say, for I should require to spend all my afternoons with Mrs.
Archer.”
“Oh, I see,” replied Lady Severn. “You must pardon my not having quite
understood the state of the case at first. What I wished, however,
was to meet with a residential governess for the young ladies, my
grand-daughters.”
Marion winced again, but pulled herself up in a moment. “Certainly,”
thought she, “it must sound rather free and easy my speaking these
children, whom I have never seen, as the little girls.” So she answered
demurely,
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