“But Cissy, you couldn’t, and that settles the matter. You couldn’t have
lent it, and I certainly wouldn’t have borrowed it without repaying it
properly. The choice lay between my doing what I have done, or applying
to Papa; and rather than go to him for it, I really think I would be
a governess all my life. Besides,” she added, “seeing that so much is
done, can it be undone? It seems to me the attempting to undo it,
would entail all manner of disagreeable things; explanations of private
matters to Lady Severn, a perfect stranger to me, and personally hardly
better known to you. One thing I am quite sure of, and that is, that she
would not forgive the part I have acted in the matter. Indeed I myself
should feel dreadfully small! As far as my chances of enjoying my visit
to Altes are concerned, which you, dear Cissy, think so much of, I
assure you I am more likely to do so, as Miss Freer, Lady Severn’s daily
governess, than as Marion Vere. I couldn’t get over the mortification,
at having appeared so cunning. If I really earn the money, I shall feel
that I am working for Harry, and somehow that prevents my feeling as if
I were deceitful or scheming.”
And the more they talked it over, the more awkward appeared the
complication. Or at least, Marion talked Cissy into thinking there was
nothing for it but to go on with the plan.
“For indeed,” said Marion, by way of triumphantly summing up her
argument, “I am under promise to Lady Severn to undertake the post, if
she thinks me suitable. And I couldn’t go back from a promise.”
So, tired of discussion and rather bewildered by Marion’s eloquence,
poor Cissy gave in, sorely against her will.
“It really will be great fun, putting every thing else aside,” said
Marion. “Remember, Cissy, you must never call me ‘my cousin,’ or ‘Miss
Vere.’ Fortunately we have no English servants with us, and Charlie
always calls me May. Then all my letters, which won’t be many, come
under cover to you. It will all answer beautifully.”
”I am sorry I can’t join you in seeing anything beautiful about the
whole affair from beginning to end,” said Cissy,” but having given in, I
must not be cross about it. I know you did it from the best of motives,
but all the same it was fearfully rash. I believe it’s leaving off
raining,” she added, as a sudden gleam of sunshine entered the room,
“that reminds me, May, where did you borrow that great umbrella? Did
Lady Severn lend it you?”
“No,” replied Marion, and then, not sorry to distract her cousin’s
thoughts, she related her little adventure.
“Yes,” said Mrs. Archer, “that must certainly have been Sir Ralph. But
don’t feel flattered by his civility, Marion. At this moment I have no
doubt he has not the slightest idea if the person he lent it to was an
ugly old woman or a pretty young girl. Very probably he would have lent
it all the more heartily had you been the former.”
“Very likely,” said Marion, laughing, “outward appearance evidently does
not trouble him much.”
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