'Without grief, which is the string of this venturesome kite, man
would soar too quickly and too high, and the chosen souls would be
lost for the race, like balloons, which, but for gravitation, would
never return from the empyrean.'--AMIEL.
Michael's return had greatly added to Audrey's happiness. In spite of
her lover's society and her natural joyousness of disposition, she had
been conscious that something had been lacking to her complete
contentment.
'No one but Michael could take Michael's place,' as she told him a
little pathetically that first evening.
But when a few days had elapsed she became aware that things were not
quite the same between them--that the Michael who had come back to her
was not exactly the old Michael.
The old Michael had been somewhat of an autocrat--a good-natured
autocrat, certainly, who tyrannised over her for her own good, and who
assumed the brotherly right of inquiring into all her movements and
small daily plans. They had always been much together, especially since
Geraldine's marriage had deprived her of sisterly companionship; and it
had been an understood thing in the Ross family that where Audrey was,
Michael was generally not far off.
Under these circumstances, it was therefore quite natural that Audrey
should expect her cousin to resume his usual habits. She had counted on
his companionship during the hours Cyril was engaged in his schoolroom
duties. In old times Michael had often accompanied her on her visits to
her various _protegees_; he had always been her escort to the
garden-parties that were greatly in vogue at Rutherford, or he would
drive her to Brail or some of the outlying towns or villages where she
had business.
It was somewhat of a disappointment, then, to find that Michael had
suddenly turned over a new leaf, and was far too occupied to be at her
beck and call. Kester came to him almost daily, and it became his custom
to spend the remainder of the morning in Dr. Ross's study. He had a
habit, too, of writing his letters after luncheon; in fact, he was
seldom disengaged until the evening, when he was always ready to take
his place in the family circle.
Audrey accused herself of selfishness. Of course she ought to be glad
that Michael's health had so much improved. Her father was always
remarking on the change in a tone of satisfaction.
'He is like the old Mike,' he said once; 'he has taken a new departure,
and has shaken off his listlessness. Why, he works quite steadily now
for hours without knocking up. He is a different man. He takes a class
for me every morning; it does me good to see him with half a dozen boys
round him. Blake will have to look out for himself; he is hardly as
popular as the Captain.'
Audrey took herself to task severely when her father said this. It was
evident that Michael had spoilt her. She was determined not to
monopolise him so selfishly; but, somehow, when it came to the point,
she was always forgetting these good resolutions.
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