'No, my lad, you are right. Your mother and I have parted for this
life.' And now he spoke with a sort of mournful dignity. 'The time was
when I worshipped the ground she walked upon; but there are limits to a
man's love. When she forsook me in my shame and trouble, when she stood
there taunting me in my prison cell, my heart seemed to die to her.
Olive is nought to me now but a bitter memory, and if she prayed to me
on her bended knees I would not enter her house.'
It was Cyril's turn to speak now.
'Yes, you are better apart,' he said in a low voice; 'and my mother has
always been my charge. I shall tell her that she must not hinder Mollie
or Kester from coming to see you. Shall you still remain here, father?'
He said the word with some little effort, but the same brightness came
into Mat's eyes.
'I think so, my lad; I would as lief stay with Tom. All these years he
has stuck to me, and I'll not forsake him now.'
'And you will be comfortable?'
Cyril asked the question with some degree of interest, and again Mat's
eyes glistened with pleasure.
'I doubt if I was ever so comfortable in my life,' he returned, without
any hesitation. 'You are young, my boy, and trouble is new to you, and
Heaven forbid that you should ever be able to put yourself in my place.
But if you only knew what it is to me to bid good-night to someone
again!
'It is not much of a life, perhaps,' went on Mat, with his gentle,
melancholy drawl; 'but to me it is heavenly in its peace and quiet.
Prissy is sometimes a bit harassing: but, then, most women are; but she
keeps things comfortable and ship-shape, and when she has gone off to
bed there is Tom and his pipe in the chimney-corner, and it is "Come and
have a chat, my lad, until it is time to turn in." Yes, yes, I'll bide
with Tom and be thankful.'
'Then we will come and see you here sometimes,' returned Cyril, rising;
'for myself I cannot answer at present----' He paused, and then
continued hurriedly: 'I shall not see you again for some time. I am
leaving Rutherford.'
'Yes, lad, I know,' and Mat sighed heavily; 'and it is all through me
that you are going. I wanted the Captain to hush it all up; but he would
not hear of it. When I think of all I have brought on you, I wonder you
can bring yourself to speak a kind word to me.'
'It is not all your fault; but I cannot talk of myself. Good-bye,
father. If we do not meet again for some time, it will be because things
are going badly with me; but I shall always be ready to help you, if you
need my assistance.'
'Thank you, my boy,' returned Mat huskily.
And then it was Kester's turn.
'I shall come soon, very soon, and Mollie shall come with me.'
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