'Mollie!' Mat repeated the name in fond, lingering fashion as he moved
to the window. 'My little girl! I wonder if she is like Olive? Cyril is;
he has all her good looks, but he has something in his face that Olive
never had. I almost felt shamed when he called me father; but the other
one--he is not my little chap, and yet he is--but somehow when he spoke
my whole heart seemed to go out to him.' And then Mat tried to light his
pipe, only his hand trembled too much to do it. 'If I could only have my
life back again!' he said to himself with a groan.
Cyril hardly broke the silence once during the drive back. It was not
until several days had passed that Michael heard how that interview with
his father had affected him. Cyril said very little even then, but
Michael was relieved to find that, on the whole, he had been more
attracted than repelled.
'Kester likes him, and in a way I like him too,' he remarked; 'we both
think he has been hardly used. My mother could have kept him
straight--there is no doubt of that--but she never tried to do so. One
is sorry for that sort of weakness, even if one cannot understand it,'
finished Cyril, with the feeling that there was nothing more to say.
Michael left them at the Cottage and drove on to Woodcote. His day's
work had been somewhat arduous, and he felt fagged and weary. It was
long past tea-time, he knew, but he wondered if he could ask Crauford to
bring him some. Michael's long years of ill-health made him depend on
this feminine panacea for all ills more than most men. That Michael
hated to miss his tea was a well-known fact in the Ross household.
Another time Audrey would have cared for his comforts, he thought, as he
dragged himself up the stairs in a spiritless manner. Tired Nature was
avenging herself in her usual fashion, and Michael's head and limbs were
aching. Perhaps something else ached too.
But his mood changed when he entered his room. After all, he had not
been forgotten. A cheery little fire burnt and spluttered as though
newly lighted, and a tiny kettle sang merrily on its trivet; the
tea-tray was on the table, and, as Michael regarded these preparations
with an expression of satisfaction, he heard Audrey's well-known knock
at the door.
'Shall I make your tea, Michael,' she asked, 'or would you rather be
alone? Gage and Percival are downstairs, and, as I was sure you would
be tired, I told Crauford to bring up the kettle. Shall I stay or not?'
she continued, a little surprised by his silence.
'Stay, by all means!' was his only reply, as he threw himself into his
easy-chair.
He would have thanked her--and she evidently expected to be thanked--but
he was afraid he should say too much. She had thought of him and his
comfort in her own unhappiness, though her face was still pale with her
inward trouble.
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