Lucifer: A Theosophical Magazine. Volume I. September 1887-February 1888.Various
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Lucifer: A Theosophical Magazine. Volume I. September 1887-February 1888.
Various
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Hilary had never passed, nor ever contemplated passing, a night in
such rough fashion. He was fond of comfort, or rather of luxury. But
what could he do when his Princess, the greatest lady in the land,
set him the example. Any protest would have appeared effeminate, and
his pride held him silent. Still, when after a very indifferent
supper, they all returned to the hard wooden chairs beside the fire,
Hilary for the moment very sincerely wished himself at home in his
own comfortable rooms. As he wished this, suddenly he became aware
that Fleta’s dark eyes had turned upon him, and he would not look
up, for he believed she had read his thought. He wished he could
have hidden it from her, for he had no mind to be held as more
effeminate than herself.
There was a sort of second kitchen even rougher and more cheerless
than the one in which they sat; and there the postilions and other
men, the ordinary customers of the house, were crowded together,
drinking and talking and singing. Their presence was horrid to
Hilary, who was conscious of refined susceptibilities, but Fleta
seemed quite indifferent to the noise they made and the odour of
their coarse tobacco; or rather it might be that she was unaware of
anything outside her own thoughts. She sat, her chin on her hand,
looking into the fire; and so graceful and perfect was her attitude
that she had the air of being a masterpiece of art placed amid the
commonest surroundings. She looked more lovely than ever from the
contrast, but yet the incongruity was painful to Hilary.
The silence in the room in which they sat became the more marked
from contrast with the increasing noise in the crowded room without.
At last, however, the hour came for the house to be closed and the
landlady politely showed her customers the door; all except those
who were travellers on the road. These, including the postilions,
gathered into the chimney corner and became quiet, at last falling
sound asleep. To Hilary it seemed now that he was living through a
painful dream, and he longed for the awakening—willing to awake,
even if that meant that he would be at home and away from Fleta.
At last sleep came to him, and his head drooped forward; he sat
there, upright in the wooden chair, fast asleep. When he awoke it
was with a sense of pain in every limb, from the posture which he
had maintained; and he could scarcely refrain from crying out when
he attempted to move. But he instantly remembered that if the others
were sleeping he must not wake them. Then he quickly looked round.
Father Amyot sat near, looking just as he had looked since they
entered the house; he might have been a statue. Fleta’s chair was
empty.
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