Lucifer: A Theosophical Magazine. Volume I. September 1887-February 1888.Various
Religion
Lucifer: A Theosophical Magazine. Volume I. September 1887-February 1888.
Various
Theosophy -- Periodicals
Hilary roused himself, sat up and stared at her empty place; then
looked all round the kitchen. An idea occurred to him; possibly the
landlady had found some resting place for the young Princess. A
sense of oppression came over him; the kitchen seemed stifling. He
rose with difficulty and stretched himself, then found his way out
into the air. It was a glorious morning; the sun had just risen, the
world seemed like a beautiful woman seen in her sleep. How sharp the
sweet fresh air was! Hilary drew a deep breath of it. The country in
which this lonely little inn stood was exceedingly lovely, and at
this moment it wore its most fascinating appearance. A sense of
great delight came upon Hilary; the uneasiness of the past night was
at an end, and he was glad now and full of youth and strength. He
turned and walked away from the house, soon leaving the road and
plunging into the dewy grass. There was a stream in the valley, and
here he determined to bathe. He soon reached it, and in another
moment had hastily undressed, and was plunged in the ice-cold water.
An intoxicating sense of vigour came over him as he experienced the
keen contact. Never had he felt so full of life as now! It was not
possible to remain long in the water, it was so intensely cold; he
sprang out again and stood for a moment on the bank in the brilliant
morning sunshine, looking like a magnificent figure carved by the
god of the day, his flesh gleaming in the light. Slowly he began at
last to put on his dress, feeling as if in some way this meant a
partial return and submission to civilization. Something of the
savage which lay deep hidden in him had been roused and touched. A
fire burned that hitherto he had never felt, and which made him long
for pure freedom and uncriticised life. And this was Hilary Estanol!
It seemed incredible that a draught of fresh morning air, a plunge
into ice-cold water beneath the open sky, should have been enough to
unloose the savage in him, which was held fast beneath his
conventional and languid self, as it is in all of us, and all those
whom we meet in ordinary life. He moved hastily, striding on as
though he were hurrying to some end, but it was merely a new
pleasure in motion. There was a grove of old yew trees near the
stream; a grove which with the superstitious was held to be sacred.
That it should be revered was no wonder, so stately were the ancient
trees, so deep the shadow they cast. Hilary went towards this grove,
attracted by its splendid appearance; as he approached its margin a
dim sense of familiarity came over him. Never had he left the city
by this road, yet it seemed to him that he had entered the grove of
yews by the early morning light already many a time. We are all
accustomed to meet with this curious sensation; Hilary laughed at it
and put it away. What if he had visited this spot in a dream? Now it
was broad daylight, and he felt himself young and a giant. He
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