Lucifer: A Theosophical Magazine. Volume I. September 1887-February 1888.Various
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plunged into the deep shadow, pleased by the contrast it made to the
brilliant light without.
Suddenly his heart leaped within him and his brain reeled. For there
before him, stood Fleta; and the brilliant Princess looked like a
spirit of the night, so pale and grave and proud was her face and so
much a part did she seem of the deep shadow of the wood.
“Is it you?” she said with a smile, a smile of mystery and deep
unfathomable knowledge.
“Yes it is!” he answered, and felt, as he spoke, that he said
something in those words which he did not himself understand. They
stood side by side for a moment in silence; and then Hilary
remembered himself to be alone with this woman, alone with her in
the midst of the world. They were separated by the hour from other
men and women, for the world still lay asleep; they were separated
by the deep shadow of the wood from all moving life that answered to
the sun. They were alone—and overwhelmed by this sudden sense of
solitude Hilary spoke out his soul.
“Princess,” he said, “I am ready to be your blind servant, your dumb
slave, speaking and seeing only when you tell me. You know well why
I am willing to be the tool in your hands. It is because I love you.
But you must pay a price for your tool if you would have it! I
cannot only worship at your feet. Fleta, you must give yourself to
me, absolutely, utterly. Marry that man to whom you are betrothed if
you desire to be a queen, but to me you must give your love,
yourself. Ah! Fleta, you cannot refuse me!”
Fleta stood still a long moment, her eyes upon his face.
“No,” she said, “I cannot refuse you.”
And to Hilary, for an instant of horror, it seemed to him that in
her eyes was a glance of ineffable scorn. Yet there was love in the
smile on her lips and in the touch of her hand as she laid it in
his.
“The bond is made,” she said, “all that you can take of me is yours.
And I will pay you for your love with my love. Only do not forget
that you and I are different—that we are after all, two persons—that
we cannot love in exactly the same way. Do not forget this!”
Hilary knew not what to answer. As she spoke the last words he
recognised his princess, he saw the queen before him. What did she
mean? Well, he was so unhappy that his love had gone from him to a
lady of royal birth. It could not be undone, this folly. He must be
content to take that part which a subject may take in the life of a
queen, even though he be her lover. The thought brought a pang, a
swift stab to his heart and a sigh burst from his lips. Fleta put
her hand on his arm.
“Do not be sad so soon,” she said, “let us wait for trouble. Come,
let us go out into the sunshine.”
They went out, hand in hand; they wandered down beside the stream
and looked into the gleaming waters.
CHAPTER VI.
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