Lucifer: A Theosophical Magazine. Volume I. September 1887-February 1888. — John Shaqi
Lucifer: A Theosophical Magazine. Volume I. September 1887-February 1888.Various
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Lucifer: A Theosophical Magazine. Volume I. September 1887-February 1888.
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Sitting, singing, on the steps of an old palace, her feet paddling in
the water of a broad canal, was a child who was becoming more than a
child; a creature on the threshold of life, of awakening sensation. A
girl, with ruddy gold hair, and innocent blue eyes, that had in their
vivid depths the strange startled look of a wild creature. She was as
simple and isolated in her happiness as any animal of the woods or
hills—the sunshine, the sweet air with the faint savour of salt in it,
her own pure clear girlish voice, and the gay songs of the people that
she sang—these were pleasure enough and to spare for her.
But the space of unconscious happiness or unhappiness which heralds the
real events of a life was already at an end. The great wave which she
had set in motion was increasing in volume ceaselessly; how long before
it shall reach the shore and break upon that far off coast? None can
know, save those whose eyesight is more than man’s. None can tell; and
she is ignorant, unknowing. But though she knows nothing of it, she is
within the sweep of the wave, and is powerless to arrest it until her
soul shall awake.
“My blossom, my beautiful wild flower,” said a voice close beside her. A
young boatman had brought his small vessel so gently to the steps she
had not noticed his approach. He leaned over his boat towards her, and
touched her bare white feet with his hand.
“Come away with me, Wild Blossom,” he said. “Leave that wretched home
you cling to. What is there to keep you there now your mother is dead?
Your father is like a savage, and makes you live like a savage too. Come
away with me, and we will live among people who will love you and find
you beautiful as I do. Will you come? How often have I asked you, Wild
Blossom, and you have never answered. Will you answer now?”
“Yes,” said the girl, looking up with grave, serious eyes, that had
beneath their beauty a melancholy meaning, a sad question.
The man saw this strange look and interpreted it as clearly as he could.
“Trust me,” he said, “I am not a savage like your father. When you are
my little wife I will care for you far more dearly than myself. You will
be my soul, my guide, my star. And I will shield you as my soul is
shielded within my body, follow you as my guide, look up to you as to a
star in the blue heavens. Surely you can trust my love, Wild Blossom.”
He had not answered the doubt in her heart, for he had not guessed what
it was, nor could she have told him. For she had not yet learned to know
what it was, nor to know of it more than that it troubled her. But she
put it aside and silenced it now, for the moment had come to do so. Not
till she had learned her lesson much more fully could the question ever
be expressed even to her own soul, and before this could be, the
question must be silenced many times.
“Yes,” she said, “I will come.”
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