Although he had voluntarily sent the master away, and although, as
we have seen, other reasons than the voice of opinion had influenced
his decision, Ludwig never forgave the citizens of Munich for the
part they had taken in disturbing a friendship which had been the
source to him of so much consolation and pleasure. The aversion which
he showed the capital on many later occasions was first awakened by
this circumstance. The severance not only left behind it a profound
feeling of loneliness, but also, in his sensitive heart, a bitterness
which boded ill for the future.
"His too great love for me," wrote Wagner, on the 26th of December
1865, to Frau Wille, "made him blind to other connections, and
therefore he was easily disappointed. He knows nobody, and it is only
now that he is learning to know people. Still I hope for him. As I
am sure of his enduring affection, so I believe in the development
of his splendid qualities. All he requires is to learn to know a few
more people. He will then rapidly learn to do the right thing."
On the 1st of July 1867 he wrote in a letter to Malvida von Meysenburg:
"The only thing that kept me back in Munich was affection for my
friend, for whose sake I have suffered more than for any other
person.... I have saved him, and still hope that I have kept in him
one of my best works for the world."
Among Wagner's contemporaries there were but few who were disposed to
share his belief that he had saved the young King. On the contrary,
public opinion affirmed that it was he who had given Ludwig a taste
for the nocturnal life which entirely undermined his nervous system,
and that by his exaggerated poems of homage he had laid the foundation
of the megalomania which later developed in him. At the time of
Ludwig's death it was even declared that this friend was concerned
in the tragedy of the Starnberger See. The latter is, of course,
an unproved and improvable affirmation. With quite as much reason
might it be said that Ludwig II.--morbid as he was--had need of some
person who by the power of music could soothe him in his suffering
condition. Certain it is that from the day when the separation from
Richard Wagner took place the King's spirit became less, and his life
more joyless than it had been before.
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