Clergy -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Spouses of clergy -- Fiction
"I have heard people remark in discussing St. Mary's Church, that
the way it is kept would put people off going there if they did not
know what a splendid preacher Mr. Simpson is. As it is, the place is
crowded. I don't suppose the Rector has the faintest idea of the state
of his church. He is thinking altogether of more important matters, but
it is a pity. They have not anything like so good a preacher at our
Church," he added, laughing, "but they have a cleaner and more airy
building and I intend that it should be kept so."
"Don't you think Mr. Crewse will be obliging and leave the organ to
me?" said Rachel. "I should love to be your Organist. I play rather
nicely, does he play as well?"
"Not nearly as well. That is to say he does not take pains with the
expression as you do. His great aim seems to be to make the boys sing
loud. However, he has his very good points and I fear I must not fill
up his post," he added. "It would break his heart."
"That would be a bad beginning for me."
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CHAPTER. V.
TWO POINTS OF VIEW.
Rachel found it a little difficult to keep up her spirits as the days
passed. Luke was so engrossed with Parish matters that she saw little
of him; and when he was at home, his thoughts were apparently full of
his work. He did not realise how little he talked of anything else,
nor how long his silences were. His great desire to keep all sorrowful
things from his wife prevented him sharing his worries with her, and
instead of coming home after a meeting he would often turn in to 10,
High Street, and discuss the difficulties with his mother, while Rachel
tried to occupy herself in things over which she had to concentrate her
attention so as not to worry over his long absences.
At times he would suddenly awake to the consciousness that Rachel was
not looking quite as bright as usual and felt remorse at having taken
her away from her home.
On these occasions he would try and manage to get a free day off and
take her for a jaunt. But he felt it an effort and it put him back in
his work. These free days, however, were days of bliss to his wife,
till she recognised the fact that it was only when he was not engaged
in his life work that they had communion with one another. She was of
no help to him in the most important times of his life. This knowledge
made her grow restless and unhappy.
At last she spoke to him of her longing to help him more. They had gone
by train to some woods not far off and had lunch in a lovely spot they
had discovered. The morning was bright and sunny, and as weather had
a great effect on Rachel she was in a merry mood which communicated
itself to her husband. Then, as after lunch they still sat on enjoying
the rest and the smell of the damp earth, Rachel sighed.
"Isn't this heavenly?" she said. "I wish we lived in the country, don't
you?"
"No, I don't," said Luke. "I should die of ennui! and I cannot imagine
life without plenty of work. My work is my life."
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