Clergy -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Spouses of clergy -- Fiction
Luke flung himself back on the moss with his hands behind his head and
looked in the same direction as his wife. The silence between them
struck him as beautiful and restful, and he felt certain that Rachel
was enjoying it to the full, as he was. Silence is the greatest proof
of friendship, and it was a luxury to him.
Rachel on the other hand, felt she had rather too much of that luxury.
As yet she had made no real friends. Mrs. Stone was the one that she
liked best, but they were not on sufficiently intimate terms for her
to feel she could run into her house should she be dull. So that with
the exception of Polly and her mother-in-law she had no conversation
except when callers came. And the callers were not always of the stamp
of people with whom she could exchange thoughts. Besides, they often
talked about people and things of which she knew nothing, as Luke
was not communicative. She sometimes felt in an awkward position in
consequence.
"What!" they would exclaim. "Did not the Vicar tell you?"
So now as Luke lay back enjoying the quiet and fully convinced that his
wife, whom he loved as his own soul, was equally enjoying it, Rachel
sat looking away from him feeling miserable and lonely, conscious
that Luke had not found her the helpmeet he had expected her to be.
She was feeling it all so much that she knew if the subject was again
touched upon she would burst into tears, and cause her husband surprise
and worry; so when she had successfully controlled her feelings she
turned the conversation to the beauty of the trees. She felt it almost
difficult to think of anything to talk about that would interest
him, as he had just told her that his work was his life, and she was
debarred from taking any part in it.
But Luke, quite unconscious of the sad thoughts of his wife,
enthusiastically agreed in her admiration of the trees and began
reciting a poem on the subject, thus giving Rachel time to try to get
over her sore feelings; before the poem was finished she was able to
turn and smile upon him.
"I never indulged in these holidays before I married," he said
laughing, "consequently I revel in them with you beside me. You can't
think Rachel what it is to come home and find you always there. It is a
little heaven on earth. Don't say again that you are outside my life or
don't help me. It just makes all the difference to me and to my work.
Do you know that sometimes in the very midst of it I suddenly think of
you and thank God for giving you to me."
Rachel flushed with happiness. If this really was so, and Luke was not
one to flatter, perhaps her longing to be near him in the battle with
evil and sin in the belief that she could help him, was a mistake.
She was more of a help to him, apparently, in seeing to his house and
welcoming him back from his work than if she was actually fighting, as
it were, by his side.
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