Clergy -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Spouses of clergy -- Fiction
"He was my best friend," said the Bishop, "and the world for me is
the poorer for his absence. But tell me about your new life. Are you
getting used to it?"
A slight cloud crossed Rachel's face which was not unnoticed by the
Bishop.
"It's just a little difficult," she answered. "Luke's parishioners are
quite different from any people I have met; some of them are nice, and
they adore Luke. But oh they are so funny! They take offence at such
small things. I don't think they like me much. You see I was labelled
as young and incompetent before they saw me. But after all it does not
much matter, as I have Luke. Perhaps if it were not for a few worries I
should be almost too happy."
"You have a good husband in Greville."
Rachel looked up into the Bishop's face. Her look was enough to
convince him of her happiness.
"He's much too good for me," she said, "I'm not half worthy of him, and
of course his people can't help seeing that, specially his mother."
"She does not live with you, does she?"
"No. She turned out for me, but she lives very near."
The Bishop detected a shade of bitterness in the little laugh that
escaped her lips.
"Is it difficult?" he asked kindly.
"I think you had better not ask me," said Rachel. Then unable to
restrain her feelings, she added, "She just spoils everything, and I am
so afraid of Luke finding it out; he is so devoted to her."
The Bishop was silent.
"The worst of it is," said Rachel, after a slight pause, "I can't talk
it over with Luke, so there is a secret always between us. Don't you
think it was horrid of her to tell people how incapable she thinks me?
The result is that I can't help Luke in his work; people don't believe
in me."
"How do you know this?"
"Someone let it out by mistake when she called," said Rachel. "There
are always, I suppose, people like that in a place who talk more than
they mean to. This person is a regular gossip, and I learnt more about
the people in half an hour from her than I should have learnt in a year
from Luke. Luke never tells me anything. I wish he would."
"No, I don't think you should wish that. A man who does not talk over
his people is a man to be trusted with the secrets of their souls.
That is just the one disadvantage in my eyes of a man being married.
It is difficult for some wives to tolerate their husbands not telling
them what should be kept sacred. For every other reason I am a great
advocate of married clergy. A wife may be of the very greatest help to
a man. But in order to be so she must be a woman of high ideals, and
one who understands what is due to his position. But my dear child, why
did not you try to turn the conversation of this parishioner? Take my
advice and don't listen to criticisms of yourself."
"I am not sure that I have high ideals," said Rachel with a little
laugh, "but I'm afraid I do like being appreciated. I am sure the
people as a whole don't like me, and I can't think why."
The Bishop laughed.
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